EPISODE 15

SHOWNOTES:

In this episode, BrianaMystic shares her personal experiences with loss during the Lionsgate Portal, a time often linked with abundance but also capable of bringing unexpected challenges. She discusses the passing of a close friend, a beloved pet, and her grandmother during this period and how these losses have shaped her spiritual journey.

Key Takeaways:

  • The Lionsgate Portal can bring both manifestations and profound changes.

  • Embrace the qualities of loved ones who have passed and continue living a life of gratitude.

  • Ask for signs from the universe to feel connected to those who have crossed over.

Loss is never easy, but it can lead to deeper love and purpose. Trust in the universe and know your loved ones are always with you.

SHOWNOTES:

Hello, my little chickens. What is up, what is up, what is up? And welcome to Cosmic Conversations. If you're new here, I'm your host, Breanna Mystic. I am your galactic bestie, your spiritual mentor. You can't box me in, I don't know. I'm everything, so are you. And that's why we're here today. And I'm just here to help you feel less alone, help you navigate life, and become really who you came here to be. hopefully growing through challenges and expanding your own consciousness and becoming more and more love as you grow up and keep getting older and moving through life with more grace. If you're not aware, we just had the Lionsgate portal and this is essentially a time that happens every single year. I don't want to go over it too much because it's past, but it's a time that goes on end of July through the first week of August, and it peaks on 8 .8. And this is a time where Sirius, the star, is in alignment with the sun in Leo and on Earth, and it connects with the pyramids, and it's this whole thing. so, ancients have always been connected to the star Sirius, and it's like a specific time. And so, this year as well, a lot of abundance energy because eight, we're in an eight year and eight is the number for abundance. Anyways, that's not really the purpose. 


The purpose of thisActually a little bit more serious. So this year, I'm hoping for the majority of people, it's a lighter time. However, there's something that's not discussed very often that I have never actually heard anybody speak upon. And I have first personal experience of this Lionsgate portal being. very challenging to say the least. 


 trigger warning, we're gonna be talking about death, we're going to be talking about crossing over to the other side and from loved ones and just going into a little bit more of a heavier topic and I hope that none of this sounds insensitive by any means because it's not. There's just been incredible amount of alchemy on my part and I will do my very best to speak. with the understanding that maybe you're not as through it as I am now. So I hope that this finds you comfort and understanding if you're going through something and if you know somebody who is, please send it to them, it might help as well. Now. 


The Lionsgate portal is a potent time in general, right? Anything can happen. A lot of people speak specifically on very high manifestations, really exciting, abundant things. However, nobody speaks upon tragedies, for lack of a better word, that catapult you into a completely different state of being, a completely different timeline. to learn new lessons, to experience new things, and it can feel really freaking painful. Here's my personal experience with a few years during the Lionsgate portal. So the very first time that I can remember the Lions Gate portal having an extremely impactive, is that a word? Impactive my life was 2019. 


2019 during the Lions Gate portal was the year that one of my very closest friends and mentors passed away. It was sudden, it was tragic, it Completely unexpected. It was way too soon. It was I Was so mad. I was so hurt. I was so sad. I was so confused. Everybody was like what the fuck and so excuse my French but just to give you an understanding of how shocking how not fair this really felt how this it's still not fair, right, but 


You do what you can to move through things and to cope in a way that helps you at least be able to move forward in your everyday life because it's really freaking painful. This was a person that we traveled all over the world together. He was one of my literal best friends. Like, he supported me in any way, shape, or form. Literally one of my favorite people on the planet. Anyways. 


And he passed away on August 4th. And I think even in 2019, I didn't know what the Lionsgate portal was. I was just like, fuck that day on August 4th. That's messed up. Anyways, and that sent me. into another type of awakening. You see, that was my first loss that felt the way that it did. I've never lost anybody that was that close to me. For fricking no reason, right? And it really, really caused me connect so much more to my loved ones, to let people know how you know how you feel about them way more, check in on people way more and just also live a life the way that you want to live your life. So anyways, fast forward to 2022. 


during the Lionsgate portal. And this was actually on 8 -8, immediately after a meditation. We have, if you don't know, I have two, or no, we have three cats now. But at the time we had a brother and a sister cats and they were one years old. They were so beautiful, such babies. And we nurtured them to life. It was like our, they were like our babies, right? And on the Lionsgate portal. A freak accident happened and we had to bring our cat into surgery and he literally passed away. At one years old. Completely unexpectedly. What the fuck? I'm... What? 


What? It's not fair. 


And that sent me, and by this time I knew that it was the Lionsgate portal and it was right before Burning Man and so we did a lot of crying and care at Burning Man at the temple and like a lot of things, whatever. It was again, supposed to be this manifest your dream life and I was experiencing loss. And not only is it now, every Lionsgate is an anniversary of a death, it's now another death and an anniversary of another death. 


 And so through the passing of this cat, I learned so many other additional lessons that I bring with me and that I carry with me and some of those lessons I do want to start to share and I want to help you maybe look at death a little bit differently, I guess. Not like bypassing it, but seeing it from a broader perspective of more of what it can be and what it is as well. Because in both of those situations, these beings should not have died, right? According to, it's not like they were on the edge. It's not fair. 


Then,Just before the lion's gate, my grandmother passes away. Now this was still unexpected, but not as unexpected, right? Because she was a grandmother but she really shouldn't have passed away so soon but anyways. And we had her funeral exactly on the day that my other first friend passed away in 2019. So it's safe to say that this Lionsgate portal definitely brings change and I think the way that I've made sense of it all is in a way like... 


There's nothing that will shake you, that will teach you certain lessons, that will show you certain things like the death of somebody. And I don't even know how this is coming out, but I hope it's coming out okay. It's crazy and it's not fair, however. When one person moves and transitions on, every single person that that person has touched and loves will never be the same. It's like their lives will never be the same. I mean, I knew that immediately in 2019, like my life's never gonna be the same. And I was really upset about it for a long time. Everyone, you always have like this guilt, like could I have done something to prevent this? Could I, you know, it was my fault or like everyone always. or then you're blaming somebody else, right? And there's all these stages, I guess, of grief. We all just make sense of it, but we know that none of us are ever gonna be the same ever again. And so, if, and I don't know, I wasn't planning to speak on this, but it's actually been so crazy because unfortunately, I've seen multiple, multiple beautiful souls pass on. unexpectedly, unnecessarily, over the last few, just really like the last week through this Lionsgate portal. 


So if this is experiencing for any of you, if you're experiencing this, just know that it's going to be okay. It's not fair, but there is divine order in the universe. It is all chaos, but it's also so much order at the same time. this person will forever be your spirit guide.


So when somebody passes on, there's no rule book, okay? There's no book of how to grieve, there's no way to do it. What I usually end up doing is I start off because I'm in shock and I'm in denial at the same time. Like I don't even know what's happening and then I try to talk about it. It's very weird. Anyways, there's no right or wrong way to do this but whenever you're ready see it from another perspective, from an expanded perspective. 


When a loved one passes to the other side, it's an opportunity for them to love and support you in a way that they haven't even been able to in the flesh. 


They're not only your friend who's no longer with us, they are your angel, your spirit guide, somebody that you can always connect to, always call on. Instead of you have to be hanging out with them in real life, you can actually tap into their energy and connect to their hearts at any given time, no matter where in the world you are, no matter what headspace that you're in. And so they will always be with you. I really recommend asking for signs. you know, the universe is funny, right? Because it's like if you believe in magic or you don't believe in magic, you are right, most likely. And so if you believe that this other, your being, your friend is now on the other side, just supporting you and watching you and loving you. you and you ask for signs, you will receive signs. You will receive synchronicities and things that are like, no freaking way I cannot believe that his favorite car just drove by or this, then you always see a butterfly and it reminds you of this person and you can just feel it or their favorite number or all these, all these different things. Ask for signs to show you that they're still around because they really I promise you they really are. 

 And if you have this feeling that you saw a sign and it was them, trust that it was them because you're building this intuitive muscle of trusting in the magic that you're seeing, right? 


Not only are they going to be with you forever, but what is so helpful for me personally on my path through experiencing loss of people that I love so fucking much is I have chosen and thought of what are my favorite qualities that this person or even animal embodies, right? What were they like when we're here Earth side and how like what are my favorite qualities things I admired about them and then when I needed it when I need it I do my very best to embody those qualities myself and so it's almost like I'm utilizing I'm gaining their support to you know be more graceful or get shit done or truly believe in myself maybe because this person had so much audacity right Or to just be more love everywhere you go. Maybe this person was the most centered and balanced and loving person. Or maybe it's to have more fun. You understand, right? And so being able to pick out those favorite qualities that you have in them and then consciously embody them in your daily life will make you feel closer to them even though they're not here anymore. They become blended with you. and although you can't hang out with them or give them a call, they're always with you and they're actually now living through you, living. You get to embody your favorite things about these people or animals even and be more love and show up more in a way that feels even better than what you're doing right now. 


Now, another thing is like, please never hold back how you feel about other people in your life. If you love them, call them, let them know, right? Because life really is short and people can be gone in an instant and you just really never know what could happen. So please go and call someone and tell them that you love them to show up in a new way today. Never hold back how you 


Also, it brings so much more gratitude just to be alive in general. Feeling grateful to just be able to breathe every single breath is a blessing. We are so blessed to be able to get up and breathe and show up. And so with this one life, at least the one we're in right now, how can you make the most out of it? How can you? Show how grateful you are to be alive. How can you be a better friend, better lover, better at work, better in every potential that you can, right? Don't burn yourself out and die over it, truly. That was the wrong word to use, but. How can you take the full life by the reins, right? And make it your own and make it as magical as you possibly can because your time will also be up sometime. 


 Let's make the most out of it and find the most gratitude for 


And piggybacking off of that, it's like, make sure that you're living your life that you're proud of, that you are excited about, that you feel, that you just really feel proud to be living. Because again, this really is your life right now. And you are in the driver's seat. And although there are potentially external things that make life more challenging or whatnot, we're not going to deny the fact we're on earth. you still will have more conscious control over how you show up in your day than you think. And if you can focus on what you actually do have power over, you will find that dust does settle and clouds kind of dissipate and things kind of start to get lighter when instead of focusing on what you can't control, you focus on what you can, focusing on what you can improve and how you can live a life that you're happy and grateful and proud to be living. Right? Now. When a person dies, and obviously I don't even actually know this because I've never died before, but what I've gathered at least is just that when somebody does pass on, it doesn't mean that they're suffering anymore. their soul has either chosen to, maybe it completed its mission, maybe it completed what it needed to complete in this lifetime, and It needed to move on and when this person being reincarnates, whatever, I even need to talk into these next lives, but we have no idea, okay? However, they're not, they must have been ready to go and even if this person, it was even more tragic and they weren't, you wouldn't think ready to go, at some... level at an energetic level there needed to be an end and that is just kind of how it happened. So the universe is perfect by nature. So there's nothing that you could have done to change the inevitable right? Okay you see do you remember I might be aging myself or maybe being young right now, but this show that's so Raven. And just hear me out for a second. She was this girl and she was like in high school and she would have these visions of the future and they would be something would happen that she didn't want to happen. So the whole episode would be her trying to make this thing not happen. But then through that turn of events of her trying to make the thing not happen, it would always happen. And I think it speaks on this kind of like destiny faded type of thing where Even if we do all, we try all these things, even if we could have gone back and done something differently, would that actually have changed fate? And we will never really know. And so. There's things just happen the way that they happen 


Your better bet is to trust that it could not have been different because it can't be different. You see? 


If you would have known, maybe you would have done something differently, but you didn't know. 


So give yourself some grace. I can tell that somebody I'm speaking to needs this. Give yourself some grace. and now go be more love in the Go show up, more lit up. Embody the qualities of your favorite person, of this person or a pet or someone who passed. 

and take your time how you're handling it. Take your It's okay to be in disarray for a while. Trust that it's perfect the way that it is and you're right on time regardless. If this message touched you in any way shape or form, please send me a message. I would absolutely love to hear from My DMs are open. And I'm sending you so much love during this challenging time. And I promise as you get to the other side, this person will always be with you. You will always feel them. They will always be connected to you. It doesn't mean that it's okay or that it's fair. It just means you're moving through and you will experience love again. You will experience more joy again. and they would want you to as I love I love you, I love you and I will see you in the next episode. I want to leave that there. Promise. you will prevail. You're gonna make it.

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