EPISODE 12

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In today's episode, I share my transformative journey at the Joe Dispenza retreat. Meditating to connect with different beings, heal from within, and quantum leap into a new version of yourself.... I take you through my experience and profound breakthroughs. We talk about the power of the heart, the art of surrender, and how conflict in our lives can be a pathway to deeper love and understanding. For those on a spiritual journey, looking to heal, activate their channels, and step into their purpose, this episode is a must listen.

TRANSCRIPT:

Is there anything else I wanted to share about the retreat? Oh my gosh, the beings forgot about that. Hello, my little chickens. What is up and welcome to cosmic conversations. If you're new here, I'm your host, Briana mystic, and it's time to get down. I am your spiritual mentor and your galactic bestie here to support you on your journey. I help you heal your human and activate your channel so that you can really step into your purpose and who you are here who you're meant to be who you know that you are on a deep soul level. I'm just here to support you. I'm here to encourage you to be all of you. I'm current here to show you that you're not alone. That all the crazy things that maybe you think about on the inside, I might be thinking them too. And it's perfectly okay, you can move through them, you can grow and expand and be all of you in a way that's so unique to you.

I want you to go follow your dreams, I want you to go be the mystical cosmic, badass Queen version of yourself, the leader that is leading from her heart and leading the world into a new earth, right? Like, I want to support you. You care about the world, you care about humanity, and you want to make this world a better place. And how do you do that? Well, you start by making yourself a better place to live. And then you can give from overflow, you can give from overflow in a way that's unique to you. So you can work with me one on one, I have a couple of spots that just opened up for one of many one on one mentorship. So that's really exciting. Also in a group setting. And you can work with me one on one, a couple of one on one mentorships openings just came about. And so that's really exciting because I haven't had any openings in like months. Also in person, I'm hosting a retreat with Kristin, in May, cosmic CEO for our spiritual, entrepreneurial, cosmic girlies. And this is going to be super epic spots are filling up. So if you're interested in working together, please reach out I would love to connect with you. This is not an accident. This is not an accident that you are listening to this. Also a little update the four week Quantum Leap just started. So it's this beautiful portal where everybody quantum leaps into a new era of themselves. So it just started this past week. So if you didn't make it in this one, we're going to run it again. Whoo. So let me know if you want to join the next one and we will get you on the waitlist. This is a really cool portal, it's a great introduction to just like expand into a new version of yourself. Little life update. I have been integrating a lot so as the title of this episode says this is about the Joe Dispenza retreats. And I've been home for about three weeks, I think feels like it feels like it just got home but also not feels like I've lived a lifetime since I've been home. And I wanted to just give this some space some breathing time to really integrate what just went down at this retreat, and like new soul gifts have come online since a lot of things have shifted internally and now the hologram is starting to change on the outside. So I wanted to give myself just some fucking peace to really like allow everything to absorb and not be like still in the middle of stuff while I'm like sharing it it's just too messy. So thank you for waiting I love you and I really appreciate you waiting for me so between it's just been a lot so between integrating preparing for my cosmic CEO retreat doing calls for that having client calls laundry the cats boyfriend, family life nurturing a new soul gifts like it's been a lot Okay, I have been starting a new program like we've been we've been doing a lot of things so I'm sorry I've really missed this but also we have video if you're watching it you can see we have video tell me what you think it's definitely a different feeling doing video. Let me tell you if you're listening to this on audio, you won't know but Hello, if you're watching this somebody Oh, nice to see you love you. Now it's time to get into the retreat. The week long seven day advanced Joe Dispenza retreat. Yes, I connected with beings. That was like the number one question that you guys asked. And I just want to clarify the answer is yes. But I will get into that as the episode goes on more towards the end. Very exciting stuff. Little does. A lot of people know that I connect to beings when I'm not a Joe Dispenza, too. But it was actually very interesting because they were different kinds that I've not connected with before. So anyway, stay tuned, we'll get to that. Just a little recap of my experience with Joe Dispenza. So I have been doing his meditations since 2019. So a few years, and he has just helped me so much. along my journey. Back in 2019, I was doing his vision of the future meditation like every single night, I've done so many different meditations, especially during like hard times in my life I found and they just like really helped me change my world truly. And then in 2021, and 2022, I was mentored by somebody who is like, lives its breeze, Joe Dispenza is where work like quantum fucking queen, manifester. She's like an amazing human being and alien as well. So I've just been immersed in the energy of like the quantum field working in the quantum for a long time. And I figured it was kind of time the divine inspiration came in for my friend, Kristen. And I said, I'm coming to this retreat. Let's go. We booked it. And here we are in Cancun. Another thing that I wanted to share was once we got to Cancun, we started to meet all these people from the Joe Dispenza. Community. And it turns out that I actually, and let me know if you know what I'm talking about. I actually knew who he was when I was in high school. So there's this documentary, and it's called, What the Bleep Do We Know? If you've heard of it, or if you've seen it, it was like a groundbreaking documentary. I remember my senior year philosophy class, my teacher showed us this documentary, and it was all about quantum physics. And it was the coolest freakin thing ever. And it was like, explaining how, you know, everything is just blipping in and out of existence all the time. And it's a wave. And then when there's an observer, it becomes a particle. And so it's like, it's not really there until it's there, until there's somebody to see and look at it to be there. And I will never forget that that documentary truly, like, changed my life. Like I wasn't going to be an astrophysicist after that, or anything. But that documentary was burned into my brain. And I find out while I was at the retreat, a couple of weeks ago, that Joe Dispenza was one of the main dudes that put that on. So the takeaway from this is, listen to the nudges. I say this all the time, but your younger self, knew a lot of things. Your younger self, had no expectations of what she should like what she shouldn't. Like. She was just curious, she was just interested in what she was interested in. So like, Go, think back, go ask your mom, go ask somebody you know, or look at old pictures or old notes, camera rolls, anything, what you liked, when you were younger, when you were at an age where it didn't matter so much. And I bet you, you're gonna find some friggin nuggets for yourself. And maybe it wasn't What the Bleep Do We Know? Maybe it wasn't about the quantum field. Maybe it was about angels. Or maybe it was about painting. I don't know. It could be anything. It's probably something kind of metaphysical if you're watching this podcast, and for that, and it's time to kind of get into the actual retreat now. So this retreat was profound. As you're aware, there was no plant medicine or anything like that. Or to say no, there is no plant medicine, no psychedelics or anything like that involved. It is just you 2000 People, daddy Joe, and you're sitting in a chair and you're meditating. So you're meditating and he's lecturing a lot. I kid you know, this felt like a seven day mushroom trip. And let me explain what I mean by that. Because you're not seven days of hallucinate of hallucinations. You're not seven days in the worst ego death of your life, or seeing really crazy visuals that are really profound and nonsense. But what I mean by feeling like a seven day mushroom trip is through meditation alone, you experience this glimmer of magic. And then it goes into a period of separation where you separate from source and you come up against yourself. and your own limitations or your perceived limitations. And then hopefully, you transcend them. You transmute them, turn them into light. And then it gets to be fucking beautiful and magical and amazing. And that, to me is kind of like a psychedelic journey. But that can happen in like six hours, where you go in, you have this amazing intention, you see what could be, and then you come up against yourself, you break through, and then it's all sunshine, and it's even more amazing than it was before. So that's kind of like what I mean by a seven day mushroom trip. And another way, I mean, that is like, things get brought up, that you weren't thinking or an issue. Does that make sense? So like, when you're just at home in your everyday life, like, oh, yeah, you know, these are like a flaw of mine, if you will, I'm using air quotes. Right now, if

you can't see the video, you kind of know what your little thing is. And sometimes, you try to work on that thing over and over and over again, or whatever. But then when you do a mushroom trip, or say, an Ayahuasca experience, or some big experience that opens you up in a new way, you see new things, you see that the root of that was something way deeper, and then you go heal that thing. And so it's just like this. Expect the unexpected type of energy and Joe Dispenza retreat definitely brought that. And I'm sure everyone had their own experience. So this is just my experience. These are just my takeaways. I want to preface also with Joe Dispenza, retreats, he emphasizes to keep a lot of information to yourself, right things that he teaches things about the group. So like, I'm only sharing what I feel comfortable sharing what I feel like, Isn't integrity to share. And that's why you don't see everyone explaining every little detail that happened on a Joe Dispenza retreat, because it would lose the magic of being in the unknown. So I'm going to share a lot of takeaways, I'm going to share a lot of things that I feel comfortable sharing, and that I would share if Joe Dispenza was here. So that's kind of like my filter, if that makes sense. So the first breakthrough that I really had. And I want to address this right now, because I posted a tic toc that I had to break through and that it was really profound. And it wasn't even the first day of the retreat. So the breakthrough that I was talking about was related to my health. And I can't get all the way into it yet. I think in the future, I will share all about it, but just not quite yet. But I was able to see a reality where this health thing did not exist. And it's not that I wasn't able it wasn't I was able to see it, I was able to feel it in my physical body in my bones, as if this thing did not occur. And I know you might think that that does not sound profound, honey, it was one of the most profound feelings I've had in my life. I've had a lot of profound feelings. It was so beautiful. It was so miraculous, it was so magical, like I can see how people truly heal like cancer, and really, really, you know, quote, serious or life threatening types of health issues, because this stuff is super powerful. Once you know how it works and how to utilize it. It's really something else, truly. And from that breakthrough, I was able to feel a lot of feelings that I never let myself feel for the last 10 1215 years, I just didn't let myself feel those things because you'd have to suck it up. So that was it was so out of this fucking worlds. I never in a million years thought that I would actually really feel that feeling. So visualizing is different than really feeling it right. You can visualize any anything. But the real magic comes in when you can really feel it. And in order to really feel it you have to feel worthy of it. And you might not even think that you don't feel worthy of something. But that's that. That's the thing that's separating you from having it and not having it when you can change your beliefs about yourself. Okay, this is really good. The changing beliefs and perceptions adaptation from Joe Dispenza with the breath is very good, you should do that one, you can buy it on his website, it's like $30 Highly recommend. And doing that one every day, if you can, picking a similar belief until you can really transmute it, and then maybe working on another one. It's so powerful. Truly, it's so freakin powerful. Anyways, I'm getting on a tangent. So I know I was getting on a tangent, but it is related to changing the beliefs. So when you can get out of your body and move from particle to wave, then you can transcend your physical experience. And, in turn, change the hologram. So you have to transcend the physical space to get into the ethers, if you will, and change the hologram. And then when you change a hologram, the matter changes afterwards. So this is something that anyone can do, you don't need to go to Joe Dispenza retreat to do it, it's just very much so amplified. When you're there, you have to get out of your current state in order to change it. So what got you here won't get you there, right, what got you here won't get you there. And if you want to change your life in a big way, you have to change your level of consciousness. You have to, you have to change, you're not going to get somewhere that's even more amazing and more magical and more special and beautiful. By staying exactly where you are. Now, it's just not that doesn't make any sense how. So you have to expand your consciousness into a new level of awareness, and see yourself as a new body as a new being in order to show up and actually become that. And it doesn't have to be a medical condition. It can be any circumstance in your life. It could be your job, it could be your friendships, it could be a relationship, it could be your house, it could be anything, you name it. So super freaking powerful. Another really amazing takeaway that I wasn't expecting was the power of connection. And you can have that experience anywhere. Okay, but if you're at Joe Dispenza retreat, that attracts a certain type of person. And I kind of think I kind of think about a Joe Dispenza retreat, like like burning man, okay, if you've been to Burning Man, you know what I mean? Burning Man has every kind of person at all different frequencies, and you are going to attract the exact experience that you need, that you're looking for the type of people the experiences that you're looking for, right, because it's vibrational, okay, you may have the, they're most likely complete strangers, because just like, you know, Bernie man is a bunch of a bunch of strangers, you may have a small group, or you might get lost. At Joe Dispenza, you're actually encouraged to break away from the known and meet new people. So so because everyone at the Joe Dispenza retreat already kind of is a certain type of person, they already do believe that they're the creator of their world that like there's a potential of them doing something being something greater, and whether that's just healing a severe health condition, a non conventional way, or they're perfectly healthy and are manifesting something, something else or they're manifesting love, or whatever that is. Everyone has this common thread that they believe that they're truly co creators with their world. So no matter who you run into, there's that common thread, you can have these crazy conversations out of Joe Dispenza retreat with people that like, you can't really have them anywhere else, unless everyone's been on a Joe Dispenza retreat, or, you know, in a specific like, consciousness level. And I found that to be really special, because based on the vibration that we're at, we attract different people to kind of like, support us along the journey. So if you don't know I'm a people person, okay? Some people really love humanity, but they don't like people. Some people don't like to marry and don't like people. Some people love people hate humanity. I love humanity, and I love people. So, and I find a lot of my life. A lot of my healing stuff happens in relation I think it does for a lot of us because a lot of wounding can happen in relation to other so a lot of healing also gets to happen in relation to other sometimes it's a solo journey, but this there was a lot of things right. So I'm like, I could be talking to somebody or stranger that has a similar frequency to somebody in my current life and my life from the past. And it's like you, like heal each other just by having a conversation. It's really freaking weird. And what I found was that that was just so profoundly healing, to just connect to people, and through just that simple connection, heal. And so it would be like, you would be having a conversation with a stranger, and it would trigger an old something and old story, an old wound, not not about, you know, that person, but it was a trigger, right? And then you would go into a meditation, and it would be like related to that, and then you would heal it. It was really cool. Okay, I don't want to share like too much about that. But it was very unique,

I think. Because what I think was so unique was certain most retreats, there's kind of a flow to them. And I've been on a lot of retreats. So there's kind of a flow to them and an intention, and there's a purpose. So, and you do different kinds of ceremonies that are on purpose for a reason, right? And here, so you kind of expected to have a certain result, or certain things come through. And it'll be different for everyone. But it's, like, more predictable, I guess. Whereas here, my only intention was sort of show me the highest timeline, I just want to be on my highest timeline. So put me on that, whatever you need to show me. I don't even know, I don't have anything specific. Show me. So it was really cool, because it was all this serendipitous healing, and expanding and sharing and seeing all these new things. And, of course, it was challenging. Some meditations were really friggin hard. And some were electrifying and just beyond beautiful, like other worldly beautiful. I am so on tangents now. But it's fine, because it's real. If you follow me and Kristen, we both went together, she's my best friend. And we decided to not sit by each other. Just to like, be in the unknown, too. do our own thing, being the unknown, see how it goes, we would have dinner every night and stuff. But I actually think it was very serendipitous, and part of our journey. And we'll do a podcast episode together talking a bit more about our journey together. We're not like together, we're just us together. Anyway. So it was it was just really cool. It was really good to like be on your own because right, like I was on my own. But then I would meet strangers. And then you would connect with strangers, and then you'd be on your own again, and then you connect with someone you know. And it was just like this beautiful dance. Yeah, it's just really nothing like it, I haven't been to a retreat that was like that. So if you're really called to go to a Dr. Joe Dispenza, one, I would go to one. At some point in your life, they sell out really, really fast. And you don't have to go now it's just worth going to at least once if you really really want to go. I want to talk about a really big, probably my in a weird way biggest takeaway about like my own on my my journey, not information. That was big, like takeaways, knowledge wise. But a big breakthrough for me was around conflict. It was around having conflict in my interpersonal relationships, and how it's kind of a lack mindset to want to solve non urgent issues very, very quickly. And let me explain. So everyone has their baseline way of handling conflict, right, some people would do the silent treatment and they don't want to talk and they need to process. Other people want to handle it right now. Other people never want to handle it, and they just push it under the rug. And we just keep that under the rug and keep it under and until something goes crazy. And it's like the end of the world or you just cut the person off anyways, so many different ways of handling conflict. And what I found is I always just attributed this to my Aries moon, but I like trying to get through things relatively quickly. That's kind of always how I've been. And I realized though that not everybody's like that. So it's been like years of just realizing not everybody's like that. Like most people aren't like that. So like sometimes you is near like, take a second it's fine. Really it's okay. Anyways, but it's kind of hard to understand like, until you understand something you don't really get it. You don't I'm saying like until you get it you don't get it. So source was really showing me and my meditations just how it's okay to be really uncomfortable. And so this is like that message is when there's conflict I'm trying to get out of the discomfort is what I'm trying to do. I'm trying to get out of this is really uncomfortable. I don't know what's gonna happen with my in this person gonna be good? Are we not good? Is this the end of the world? Are we not friends ever again, are we going to break up is my mom gonna never talk to me again, you know how that goes. It's this lack energy. It's like, it's it's scarcity. So I'm trying to get through the discomfort because I don't like it. And it's very unconscious. And I'm just thinking that I have the best intentions, but truly underneath all of it is because I'm so uncomfortable, and I want it to be over. And what was so powerfully revealed to me, was just how it's okay, for things to not be okay. When I'm saying these things, they sound so simple, but they're not. Okay? Using the quantum model of reality, these are the takeaways that came through. These are like, anyways, it's okay to be suspended in animation, not knowing what the next move is what's going to happen next. It's okay, if you're going to ruffle feathers. If you are coming from pure love and pure wholeness, and true honest communication, no matter who is in your life, whether it's your teacher, your friend, your brother, your sister, your husband, your wife, your uncle. If you're speaking your highest truth with love, no matter what happens is always highest timeline. And you just have to believe that that's what I believe. If you're speaking your highest truth from your heart, with love. It's always highest timeline. And when I really grasped that, like it dissolved, so much fear, it dissolves so much fear around saying the wrong thing in so my relationships and it being really awkward or like, whatever. So that was like, weirdly transformational on so many levels. And so what that did, though, is with that, it required me to have some conversations when I got home. And so that's been like a progression. But the craziest thing is, and I'm not going to share that now any of that. Not for a while, maybe I will maybe I'll I have a feeling it's it's in the future. But every freaking conversation went million times better than I could have imagined. And of course, there's rockiness in the middle and all the things but like you guys, listen to me. If you speak your highest truth, with love, from your heart, no matter what, it becomes highest timeline, and couldn't even It could even me be me. It could even be better for everyone involved. And it actually is no matter how it turns out, no matter how it feels, for a while or a short period of time. Like that's another key takeaway is things can happen fast. Things can change quick, the quantum field, if you change the hologram think's gonna happen very quick, some things aren't going to happen immediately. Some things can happen immediately. And you're not going to know what's going to happen fast and one thing's not. So like your imagination and your level of self trust is and feeling whole and feeling unlimited and feeling worthy is your your own limitations. That's That's it. So if you can believe it, and you can feel it and you can really change the hologram. Things can really happen fast. And we don't always want them to happen too fast. I mean, I don't know I like a little bit of comfort, you know, and saying I'm not trying to like rock too many boats all at once. Time and Place time in place, but not not all the time, you know? Not all the time. So and with that. This concept of creating from and changing a hologram I keep talking about, so everything is a hologram. So when you get above the speed of light, you are in source, not source, but you are in pure, infinite energy, you are now wave and not particle. Okay, so you are coming from matter into energy. And so when you're changing the energetic level of it, you're changing things at an energetic level. And then it will change the third dimensional reality. So you're changing the information up at the fifth dimensional level up here. And then time happens, and the third dimensional reality changes, without it being a linear change. So like, third dimensional is like time and space. And then when you go out of that, you go space time. So that's like a concept Joe Dispenza talks about.

He has a lot of things where he talks about that more, but essentially, when you leave the realm of separation, essentially, which is what the third dimension is, its polarity, its lack, it's, there's, you know, there's both sides of the coin. And there feel very different when you transcend that, and you move your consciousness up into a higher state. And then you rearrange things up there, because when you're up there, every frequency, every potential, every physical manifestation already exists, every single reality exists already up there in the quantum field. At a higher frequency, it's all frequency, every timeline exists. And everywhere that you everything that you could imagine that you could maybe want, or that you could feel how you could feel better, or this or that there's a potential for that in the quantum field. So when you tune your energy to that, you send out the signal to that exact vibration to that reality. And then you bring it to you, and it will manifest in the physical. So you don't know how it's gonna happen. You don't know what's gonna happen, but you do know what that frequency feels like. And you have rehearse and practice, and practice and practice and practice that freaking feeling over and over and over and over and over again. And before you know it, your whole new world has changed. I also love how much Joe Dispenza talks about the heart. Because if you don't know me, I talk about the heart a lot, I am all about the heart, I believe that it's the heart that's going to bring the New Earth together, that is going to change the freaking worlds like that's all that we really need. Like, that's what that's what needs to change is everyone needs to come from their hearts, every war would be would not be in existence anymore. Every single war, every single bad thing that happens on Earth would just not happen anymore. If legitimately the entire collective, open their hearts and actually connected to their heart and was operating from their heart. The entire world would be a different world. So like that's my mission is one heart at a time, eventually, scale, massive scale, to bring people home to their hearts, and to lead into the New Earth into the earth. Just all that is just people coming from their hearts. Not some like crazy thing. It's just people operating at a higher level of consciousness, which starts with their hearts. The heart is the portal to all of the magic truly, when you are finally tapped into your heart portal, which I'm sure you are. But just a reminder, you're really tapped into that heart world. Miracles happen, things happen in a nonlinear fashion, and you feel better, pretty much doing everything. So yeah, you may feel more feelings, maybe you've shut off your emotions for a long time. But either case, it's a net positive. And it's definitely a very, very net positive, especially as you heal your heart because, you know, sometimes we close our hearts because there's wounds there. But if you open your heart, heal a lot of your wounds. Just makes it person magical. And like so amazing. And like yeah, so if you don't believe me, God, Joe says listen to your heart and follow your heart too. Because when you're following your heart, you're transcending the polarity because down in the lower chakras is the separation and as you move up past your heart chakra, you're transcending the polarity. You're transcending good versus bad. It's all love, you realize it's all frickin love. And then poof, it's all gone. It doesn't stress you out anymore. It doesn't hurt anymore, because you realize it's all love at the end of the day, because Joe Dispenza always talks about the universe. always searching for more love. So it's doing so sayings, because it always wants to find more love. And I found that to be so freakin beautiful. Oh my gosh, I thought this quote came to me it's like a quote, it's transformational for me. Can you tell me you know, and one of the meditations at the retreat, and is explaining how the universe and us even as humans, right, we experience separation as art, to feel more love. And expanding on that, from my perspective is, art is a form of expression. And art is unique to an individual. So separation to become whole, and then experience separation. It definitely hurts. It doesn't feel good, but it's a form of expression. Because then when you separate, you can re integrate to find wholeness again. And then it's like, more love. So, the universe, you me, God experiences this separation as a beautiful, mind you form of expression as art, with the intention to feel more love, and experience more love. Isn't that cute? So whenever you're going through a form of perceived separation, just remember that you are on your way to feeling more love. Seriously. That's the key guys. Just be in full surrender. full surrender, full surrender, full surrender. Trusting, trusting, trusting full surrender, full surrender, breathe into it, breathe into this convert, breathe into it, can you trust, can you trust? Can you surrender? Can you surrender? Also, Joe Dispenza, quote, surrender is a never ending process of believing something greater can occur. I think that's what it is. So good, so profound, so powerful. So surrender, surrender, surrender, surrender, just surrender the rest of your life and just see what happens. You really have no idea how quickly your life can change. And how powerful decision is decision. But see, it's the same concept of like, you really don't know until you know, decisions the same way. It's like, yeah, when people ask, how did you do that? It's like, well, I just decided, and so I feel like when people used to say that to me, you said kind of Nomex it's like, okay, well, nice. You just decided to you want to do that. It's like, okay, well, I'm deciding and then you like, Don't decide. And it is very hard to explain, because it really is all that it is. And however you got to get yourself to make that decision. The decision is the change. The decision is the catalyst the decision is the choice to change your life. Once you just choose the decision, your life is already changing. It's already done. But you have to decide. So do what you got to do to get yourself to make that decision. But it's actually that simple. So when you boil it down, and you make it easier for yourself to make decisions. You can change your life really quickly. Speaking of decisions if you've been dying if you're feeling the call to come to Costa Rica, to connect with a group of bad ass, magical mystical, female entrepreneurs come to cosmic SEO retreat with Kristin and I. We are going to be doing daddy Joe meditations. absolutely for sure. We are going to have waterfall days business workshops. Deep ceremony like it's going to be so freaking epic and it's May 17 to 24th it's going to be inviter application only. So DM me the word cosmic if you are interested in the application will send you the link. Honestly, every single retreat I've ever been on or hosted has been a quantum fucking leap period signed out delivered. So if Joe Dispenza is not on your list this year, come on my retreat with Christen, I'm promise you it will be a quantum leap. It will be a really fucking big pivotal time of your life. And I don't say that lightly, it actually will be really freaking life changing. And it's that same thing, it's the same decision. Like, especially with retreats, man, it's like, you're kind of like, well, I can't Well, there's always reasons why you can't there's always reasons why you can't make it to the thing or why you feel like you probably shouldn't travel right now or this or that or this or that. Well Well, you know, what? Didn't you write in your journal that you want to travel more? Didn't you write in your journal that you want to connect with? Like minded, entrepreneurial? Galactic or spiritual women? Didn't you write that? Didn't you say you want to travel the world? And like, do what you love and make money? Didn't you want to have a business write off that? You get to meet your soul sisters and work on your business in a fucking jungle? And sacred lands? Like, didn't you write that? Because I did. And if that's you, if you need a little nudge, come on the retreat with Kristen and I, these are the kinds of things that change your fucking life. And that you will look back and be like, Oh my god, I'm so glad I just said yes. I'm so glad I just listened to the frickin whisper. Because your higher self wants you to listen. And it's like, it's going to keep showing you different opportunities for you to evolve and different opportunities for you to grow and expand into the version of yourself that you know you already are. And it's up to you to answer the call. It's up to you to pick up the phone.

Sorry, a little tough love there. But if I'm talking to you, because I know I'm talking to some people, there's a few of you that I'm talking to right now that are men to come on this retreat, I can feel it, I can feel you. And I'm just like you, I need people to like kind of annoy me. So like Joe Dispenza is like probably the one retreat that I was like, okay, immediately, because I knew it would sell out in five minutes. Pretty much every other retreat I've been on that had been the most life changing experiences of my life. I got to like, I'm like, Yeah, I know, I should go. But there's all these buts. I always got to call up all these people, even though in the back of my mind, I know. But like, I need I need like all kinds of validation, honestly, sometimes. And now. Now I'm realizing not to do that anymore. But this is for the girl that's like me, my old self. But that really needs that that needs to be called out because sometimes I needed to. And so this is you being called out right now. If you know that you should be here. And you know, I'm talking to you just send me a freaking DM cosmic or if you just DM me, okay, it will change your life, it is going to be a life changer decision for the fucking best for your highest timeline. Okay. So anyways, enough of that. Is there anything else I wanted to share about the retreat? Oh my gosh, the beings forgot about that. So there was several experiences with beings. The first three were very personal. So the first reword these groups. And they weren't groups of beings that I've connected to currently. And they literally healed me. Like, in my meditation, they came in and they told me that they healed me and I could feel it. And they felt they healed me. And they told me that they sued me, they were soothing me like a lot. And it was just so out of this worlds, and I could feel that they just had my best interests at heart. Like they just really cared about me. And that was it. And they just wanted me to feel whole and to feel love and to be, quote, healed from a third dimensional perspective. And they weren't these super tall beings. In fact, they were kind of little. And they were so so gentle. Their energy was so sweet and just genuine, like, it's hard to explain, but it was really, really, really, really, really beautiful. And then the next one, though, group beings that I saw was in the healings, and this is it's not about me, so I can't really share a lot. But what had happened was there was several types. And they were all in a circle, some are really tall, some are shorter, different kinds of shapes, and they were so loving and so healing and basically they just helped facilitate a healing so it was fucking unreal, though. Because I connect to beings, multi dimensional beings and they came through on the second half of the retreat for me Well, more like the last couple of days. They recoated my whole template for like, showing up and, and being really like a leader like supporting the people that are here to make the world a better place. Because it starts with us, and they expanded my vision so freaking much so like expect big shifts, big changes. It's all in the perfect divine time. But like, we're here to change the fucking worlds. So it's time we really act like it, you know, I'm saying. So if you want to work with me, please let me know, reach out to me, let's chat, let's talk if you're on a mission to change the world, but maybe you have some blockages, and maybe you don't know how you're going to do it, or all the things like, reach out to me, Let's fucking do this. Let me know what this brought up for you. If this brought up anything. I hope I didn't forget anything I feel like I might have. And I also want to leave. There's so much that I did not share and no offense. It's just a lot of it's personal. A lot of it. I will say for my one on one clients, for my clients that are in my intimate groups, and maybe future episodes, maybe some future guests. We'll see. We'll see. We'll see. But let me know if you have any questions. Let me know what you think about the episode. Please share with a friend that you want to go to daddy Joe with or share with your friend that you want to come on my retreat with seriously. And if you rate and review the podcast, I will send you something really special for free. You just have to follow my Instagram on my podcast, and then send me a DM with the screenshot of it. So that is all I love you to death to pieces and pieces and pieces. And you really can create your own world you really you are consciously manifesting all the time. You are consciously and unconsciously manifesting all the time. So please get aware of those unconscious beliefs so you can transcend them so you can actually consciously co create with the universe in a way that's actually supportive for you and the world at large. Okay, I love you so freakin much. I can't wait to connect with you. And I hope that you have a beautiful rest of your day. Okay, love you. Bye