EPISODE 13

SHOWNOTES:

“Hi besties its time to get comfy and tune in - in this episode, we dive into an exciting story of transformation and self-discovery.”

Join Briana as she shares her vulnerable and heartfelt journey, from attending a life-changing Joe Dispenza retreat to participating in ceremony, then hosting an empowering women's retreat in Costa Rica, and the aftermath of it.

Explore the profound shifts Briana experienced, including reprogramming her birth, ancestral healing, deepening relationships, and embracing a newfound sense of groundedness.

Get a sneak peek into Briana's exciting plans for a membership filled with energy activations, somatic breathwork, dance parties, and more.

Less stress, more connection, trust, community and play!

Tune in for an honest and uplifting conversation that encourages you to embrace life's messiness, honor your authentic self, and dance with the universe.

Whether you're moving through big shifts or just seeking inspiration, you'll absolutely feel resonance and comfort, and learn a thing or two!

It's very clear we are going through another massive change in consciousness and we are all experiencing it in our own way. You aren't alone.

TRANSCRIPT:

I am connected to the sky always, right? I'm rooted into the earth, and then my heart is the centerpiece, where that bridges the heaven and earth, broadcasting the love frequency out. That's why we're going all the way up there. That'sthe only purpose.

And I was like,of course, it is that's freaking insane. It's not actually, it's like, exactly synchronistic, of course. Hello, hello, hello, hello, my little chickens. Welcome back to cosmic conversations. If you are new here, though, I'm your host, Briana mystic, and I'm your spiritual mentor. I'm your galactic bestie, and I'm also your earth bestie, too. We're in a new era, and this is what we're going to be talking about today. Amongst a lot of things, this is going to be an episode that's going to feel like tea. You're going to feel not alone, you're going to feel supported. You're going to feel like you get to know a lot more about me and all of these things that it's probably going to feel really vulnerable, I think, for myself and I know a lot of us are going through shifts right now, like some really big shifts, and some are fully on the other side of some are not quite there yet. But just know, like, happy Gemini season, also, this is probably gonna be a Gemini episode, because I'm a Gemini and there's a lot of Gemini energy in the air right now, like five planets in Gemini, Gemini, new moon, like all the things are going on right now. So I'm here, though, to also give you permission. Give you permission to dance with life. Give you permission to be imperfect, to be authentically who you are, even if it's not perfect, even if it is messy.

Because guess what? The human experience is messy no matter what, no matter if you can see the higher perspective, if your shadows are integrated, if you know how to work in relationships really well, or you're really good at making money, blah, blah, blah, there's always going to be some messy moments, period. So embrace it and do your best to ride the waves while really experiencing the full breadth of emotions that we've been gifted in this lifetime, and doing them safely and in a healthy way. Okay, I feel like I need to fill you in. So if you have this is your first episode. I haven't. 

This is my first episode of recording, and probably I feel like a couple months so after I went to the Joe Dispenza retreat, it caused a huge ripple shift in my life, in just in my interpersonal relationships like it called forward, another version of myself, and I actually have just deepened all of my interpersonal relationships since the Joe Dispenza retreat, and it's been so freaking beautiful. I'm so so grateful now something that happened that was, I think the catalyst curve ball to that was I gave myself this like rebirth. 

It wasn't necessarily planned. It was like I reprogrammed my actual birth in my mind, and the repercussions of that were not at all what I was expecting. It was like I was re experiencing myself growing up, and it would be week by week by week, day by day, I would like get shown an experience from childhood that I now saw from a new lens because I reprogrammed my birth. And it was like happening every single day, over and over again. And it was like, honestly, a lot, but it was so beautiful because it was like II was experiencing more love.

I was seeing the world from the lens with more love that I had never seen it. And I all the way through my all my life, like college, high school, everything, it was like I was experiencing my life with more love, seeing it all from a new perspective. And that invited me to look at the way that I was running my business as it as it was just up until then, and I realized how I still wasn't, like, wasn't as fun as I am. And obviously, like, business like, isn't fun, but like, why don't I, you know? And so a lot of my work was with one on one clients. I had a couple group programs, and. Yeah, it was just a lot. I love it. I really, really, really love the one on one work, but not to have as many clients as I have had. It was just too many clients, all in big containers and just like it was just too much energy for me to be one on one and that deep, that much all the time. So I dialed it back and and I started to get curious about, well, what sounds to be like the most fun. And so then that opened up a can of worms in the best way. So we're here now, and so it's just been this process over the last couple of months, closing out a majority of my coaching, one on one, mentorship containers. So for that, I don't want to have any more than like, maybe five at once.

So anyways, just a little insight into the inside of all this. But what's been super clear, super super clear is to create a tiered membership. Okay, I wasn't planning to talk about this so soon, but it's fine. It's all going to interrelate. Okay, so creating this tiered membership, it's still being, like, ironed out all of the details, but oh my gosh, I'm so excited. I've never been so excited to put something out there, something like podcaster, you know, but it's just going to be so fun. And the reason that it's even more important that this gets done, that we launch this thing, that we do this thing, is because I directly saw how freaking amazing community really is. And I do this, I experience this. Every time I go on a retreat, I'm like, Oh, my God, more of this, right? Obviously, nothing can mimic an in person experience. But when you go and do deep shit with, excuse me, when you go and do deep experiences and you connect to other women, other human beings that are vulnerable, that are raw, that are like niche, like that are like you, that have similar stories or or different stories, but like the same thread, because we're all humans, and we all gravitate and we're all at a certain frequency. And so if you're watching this, if you're listening to this, you're at a resonant frequency that everyone else that's listening or watching is also on, and that's really freaking cool. And I know that I have a community in my DMs. I have a community within my clients, and they don't know each other. Y'all don't know each other, and that's messed up, you know. 

Like, I'm like, I need to get these, these chicks together, because they're lit, you know. And I understand that. Like, not everyone can go for seven days on a retreat, right? Not every single retreat is going to be your your time anyways, and not everyone can spend 1000s of dollars to do one on one. And they might not even need it. You might not need that. And the group programs I have so far are just smaller. So it's like, it's just there was, there was a gap, and the gap is also going to be the most fun. So we're going to put a pin in that that's coming soon, and I'm so excited for it. Okay, whoo. 

All right, back to the last whatever month of my life. 

So, okay, it's gonna be great, you guys. I really hope that you join if it feels, if it feels like it's going to you. I'll explain even probably more details in a little bit. So I want to get to the retreat I went on because I actually went on a retreat. It was so synchronistic for only a couple days for a ceremony, and then I hosted one with Kristen, and then it was my birthday, and then kind of the integration that has come since then, okay, so, and then there's like, a little collective update also, sort of, you know, that's like, what's in my mind's eyes, what we're thinking, right? So, so let's get into the first experience in Costa Rica. So I want to give you a little backstory. I'm just like, I just feel like we we just need to catch up. All right, so you're just gonna hear this all okay. So I Kristen and I, my co host, we decided we were picking these specific dates, May 17 to 24th to host our retreat. 

And. Okay, I have not done a really good guided

plant medicine ceremony Since 2021

and I, my soul, has been itching for it. Um, I've just as, as you guys know, maybe know, I've just been going through, like, a lot of familial things that have been just weighing on me. You know, my grandma passed away recently, and it's just been really hard on our family, and I just felt like the call, you know, I felt like it's time to do a bigger dose, a big ceremony, and really like work through it.

So we booked this. We booked to host our retreat. Mind you, there's no plant medicine ceremony, but and then my mentor, a mentor that I've worked with for years in the past, and she's a medicine woman, she reaches out to me and says, Briana, I'm actually hosting a retreat. Just a few days before your retreat in Costa Rica. I'm inviting you to come, you and you have to come to the whole thing if you can't. And I immediately, in my soul, I'm like, Yes, I need this. I know this is gonna be perfect, and I don't need anything, obviously, but it just felt like just no questions asked. I'm just, I'm there. Say less. So I booked this retreat, and I'm only there for like the first half of it, but there's a ceremony. So the cool thing too is the area of Costa Rica that this retreat is not the one I'm hosting, but the one I was going on. It's it was in this place called La Fortuna, which is near the Arenal Volcano. It's like northern part of Costa Rica in the rainforest, basically. And it's the place of Costa Rica that drew me to this country in the first place, but I've never been there. I've seen this volcano so many times, and been like, I need to go there, but never have been so especially knowing that we was going to be at this Fortuna area, I'm like, I have to go. Like, I have to, this is my time. So, oh, and also, my birthday was on the tail end. Okay, okay, sorry, sidetrack, okay. So she tells me, I sign up Blah, blah, blah.

I get on the plane, I get to Costa Rica, it was so magnificent. It was so beautiful. It was just like, everything I remembered. It was so nice. Like, right when I got to Costa Rica, I actually hosted my master class for light language at my mentor's house, at her house in the morning. And it was just like, so cute and so lovely. Such a great start to the trip. So anyways, um, in the ceremony, should I fast forward to the ceremony already? 

I mean, kind of so it was just really great. So it was my I was connecting with women. I was just really immersed in nature, and I was ready to heal some ancestral wounds, like I knew that some ancestral shit was about to come up, because it's just been so present in my field and in my life lately, on my my mom's side, the side where my grandmother passed and and it's not come up in other ceremonies yet thus far. So I was like, I have a feeling this is probably going to be a topic of conversation. So the ceremony is so beautiful, so powerful. I think there was eight women. 

Yeah, a tree of light is what it is. And we I could feel the entanglement of my family's dynamic, if you will, on my mom's side starting to, like, unravel like it was like, as if it was tangled up, like a tangled up rope that no wonder it wasn't functioning properly, because it was just kind of like jumbled up, you know, your lineage should go one way, and it was kind of a little discombobulated. And so no wonder I'm feeling some type of way my mom's feelings. Type of way people are feeling some type of way, because the energy is just not flowing properly. It's just not flowing in the way that God made it to be, or the universe made it to me, whatever, okay. And, and I also saw how, because of that entanglement, it was actually affecting the relationship between my stepmom and I, and we have a good relationship, you know, we've come a long way, but it's not something I think I would have noticed at all for probably years if I hadn't experienced that ceremony. 

I'm really excited because now that I'm home, I've now since talked to, you know, both sides, both mom said, Mom, real mom and everybody. And the energy is already shifted, without me even saying anything to them, like it's crazy, um. And so then, of course, I shared information with them and whatnot. So, um, that was really amazing, okay. Also, this is really important. Can't wait I didn't actually show this. So normally, when I do these ceremonies, I have the craziest visuals. Like, it's pretty normal to have visual experiences under a big dose of psychedelics, not always, but I usually, like, I've never had a non visual psychedelic experience,

and so this experience was, like, not really visual. And so I'm like, is something wrong?

Is this working? But like, I could literally feel the entanglements untangling, and I knew things were happening, like I wasn't thinking normal thoughts, like it wasn't normal. So it had to be working. Like I knew it was working. I could feel it, but I couldn't see anything, and I just felt so grounded, like I've never felt so grounded in my life, like grounded took a whole new meaning. I didn't even know what grounded meant until, until then I'm in the ceremony, and after the whole thing with my ancestral side goes goes down, I feel pretty good. I'm like, am I supposed is more supposed to happen? 

Because normally, my ceremony is like, it comes in waves and there's highs and there's lows and there's this and those that, and it's super visual. And I was like, This just feels so different. I feel so planted on the floor. So I actually was so I was like, am I gonna be that girl? But in my head, you know, I'm like, But I and I actually asked for more, because I was like, I think I'm gonna regret it if I don't take more. Like, it's more of like me honoring what I feel is I need. And they were like, Oh my gosh, you're sure, first of all, second of all, okay, and crazy that, of course, you want a little bit more, because we actually made extra. And there's a whole thing here, here you go, perfectly made for you. I was like, I love that. I love that. Thank you, perfect. No, I don't feel bad about like, you know, ask a few more. So I take more, and I'm feeling it, but also not, still no visuals. And so I think I had, like, made my peace with the fact that this wasn't going to be a visual experience. It was going to be really potent, really powerful, but it's not going to be signing me a visual. So I was like, Okay, I got what I needed. 

Honestly, that was what I really was hoping to get. And if there's anything else like, you know, let me know. So your Lynn comes to me in the ceremony, and she was like, Okay, how are you feeling? And I said, I feel good. And then I got a transmission of frequency from this tree of light. And it was one of the most beautiful things I feel like has ever come through me. So basically she, I, she transmitted all of this information. It was like energy surging through my body, like when I was like, holding on for dear life, like, in a way, like trying to breathe into it, receiving all the information, receiving all the information, receiving all the information, it's like this beautiful tree of light that is like all wisdom, all knowledge. And so she's this information is coming through. And then she was like, okay, receive, receive. And then she says, Now speak it. And I just spoke the most beautiful light language. It was like, I keep calling it the sound of the universe, because it literally sounded like the the data was that was transmitted into me. And I've done ceremonies with her before, and this and. Not happen. So this was, like, I think I had a graduation, like, it's been years, so I've done so much work on myself, I think, like that my body is actually was ready for it now, before it was so much more like healing, clearing and stuff. So what I think, and but I was still so damn grounded, like I was freaking planted on the earth. It was uncomfortable, but it was also like extremely peaceful, because it was so grounding. And so I took that as I am connected to the sky always, right? I'm rooted into the earth, and then my heart is the centerpiece, where that bridges the heaven and earth, broadcasting the love frequency out and through my voice, I am speaking the sacred, beautiful information to support myself and anyone that comes into contact with me, right? It's just this frequency based medicine. 

And since then, too, like, my light language is expanded even more, too. So,

yeah, it's just been really, it's really amazing. So however, this is now my insights, like weeks after being home, at the moment, I was just like, holy shit. I feel really grounded. I got that was a really beautiful language. It was like, magical. It was, it was so, so beautiful. But I was like, Okay, so now I feel really grounded, and I'm about to host a retreat for all these people. Like, okay, yes, it's good that I'm grounded to host a retreat, but I feel different than I ever feel right now. So I was kind of tripping out a little bit. It was also my luteal phase, like towards the end of my cycle. So period is coming. It's about to be here. And so I'm kind of like, you know, and a pmsy. I feel super grounded. I feel just like different, and I gotta go host. But it's my favorite thing in the world to do, like, connecting to human beings and so facilitating transformation and having fun doing it. So like, you know, how hard can it be? Like, if this is what I'm here to do? I love this. So anyways, but it was still uncomfortable, let me tell you. So anyways, I leave, and I get to where this retreat area is. And so we meet up with Kristen, and we have our little powwow. And so then we get to meet up with our girls. And all of the girls, we all pulled a card. And believe it or not, we pulled a card from like this deck that's like this Lemuria deck that I have that's like, pretty, pretty spiritual deck. It has pretty, like, cosmic types of things and just very spiritually thingies in it. And I pull the card, it's my card for the retreat, and it's the freaking Earth card, Earth. And on this car, there actually, literally was a depiction of this tree being high in the sky, roots down below. And then there's, like, a person in the middle, and it was a heart. And I'm like, and I'm like, oh my god, this is literally what I've been experiencing. This is literally it. 

And I was like, okay, and I took that as my sign. So if you need like signs, like, these are little breadcrumbs, I kind of think I just wanted, I yeah, I wanted to show you, like, how you get to the breadcrumbs, I guess. So I took that as the sign. I was like, okay, so I am absolutely gonna just focus on connecting to Earth, you know, and staying grounded. Because there's obviously medicine in that for me. Like it was like I had an earth awakening, I guess, but I I'm realizing it now, you know? And so I was like, um, and I know that sounds ridiculous and stupid, but it's like, it's obviously I'm human being, and I grew up on Earth, and I've lived on earth my whole life, all the but like, from a spiritual perspective, like I feel like I'm grounding back into Earth, and it feels really good, but it doesn't take away any of the cosmicness or of existence. It doesn't take away from any of it. It just means that I get it better now, and I'm loving it. 

So we're gonna see what this means. Anyways, okay, back to the retreat. So we go into this retreat, and the girls are so amazing. And look, if you didn't make it on this retreat, it's totally fine, because divine timing is real. And if this is up your alley, like every single girl, had such an amazing experience, and like the Biggest surprise. I don't even know if it's a surprise, because it's like a retreat space, but it was like clockwork. Was these women healed this sisterhood wound. So not only did they heal deep parts of their shadows. Shadow, their inner child. Just a lot of deep work. They worked on their businesses, and they healed their sisterhood wound. So you see, women can be, you know, women in a shadow aspect, right? Like where there's Mean Girls, there's you getting left out, there's feeling fat, there's feeling too loud or too quiet, or wanting to you know what I mean.

And when you bring together 1517, women that are all here to uncover shadows, to expand their businesses, to level up in their life. And there's all these women have never met each other before, about to go real deep with each other. Everyone's shit comes up. I mean, that's what happens. And so it was like, I say beautiful, and I feel like sometimes I say that, but it really is beautiful because it's it's uncomfortable at first, but like, when you transmute it, it's gorgeous. It's fucking beautiful because you are different and the most magnificent way. And like now you have a group of 15 freaking girls that love you, that see you, that get you, that support you, that will be there, like, you know, and you'll probably connect extra deeply with, like, a certain group of people, or whatever, like, but everyone, it's just really, really lovely. And so then you get to exist at a new octave of existence in your own world, because you've, you've dealt with the thing that maybe you haven't had to deal with.

Maybe you've just steered away from girls. Maybe you've just knock on that deep maybe you've just insert whatever you do to protect yourself, and so now you don't have to do that. Now you don't have to feel so weird posting online. Now you don't have to feel so weird talking about what you're talking about, because you have all these girls now, they actually also get it, like some of these girls, I think, are moving in with each other now, like, it's crazy. It's so cool. And that's, I mean, that's why I met Kristen, too. It's like we met on our retreat, and now we host them together and all the things. So never underestimate, um, the power of when women can get together, it's just so good.

We played, we laughed. There were some cheer girls, like, not everyone, but I'm a retired cheer cheerleader, so we were doing some, like, stunts, and like, you know, a little bit of tumbling, like back backflips and stuff. It was, like, so fun. Like, it was so healing. And, yeah, all the girls just brought it. So Whoo, that was our first international retreat. Kristen and I that, like, we really both fully co hosted, and it was seven full days.

So we, I think, did a really great job. Obviously, there's always going to be hiccups, and there's always going to be imperfect. Going to be imperfections and and there's always going to be imperfections. And speaking of imperfections, um, something that I was like working through personally, because although you're hosting your own, things can come up, especially if this would be your first international big retreat, um, and I'll just be honest, you know, but like I was feeling, because it was not only I was feeling one super grounded I'm like, This is so weird, like, I have to just fully rely on my presence and not on, like, extra sensory anything like my light language was really powerful and lovely. And like I was, I was me, like I was just really me, Brianna, and I think I sometimes, especially in, like, my work setting too, like, I'll rely on, like, Oh, this is what like I'm feeling or seeing or whatever it was like, asking me to Just, like, trust myself like you, you know what you're doing. 

You got this and but it was really uncomfortable for me, and I leaned into it. You know, I realized just how fucking much I love connecting, and how I really can see people and their light and in their love and hold them through their shadows, so that they can transmute them and like, nothing is too dark. I'm just like, let's go, you know, like, and, and I really do, like, yeah, I really do. I really do connect. And I love that. It makes me so happy. And I don't need anything, but just really grounded Leo phase Bree to connect. You know, my big joke was, if I can love myself during my luteal phase, it's over for everyone, you know, like, because I was and, on the other hand, I was feeling so just like big like, you know, when you're on your luteal phase, at least for me, like, my second half, like, right from my. Very like, I can't go to the bathroom, maybe especially when I just traveled another country, and I'm bloated, I'm full, I'm bitchy, I just feel fluffy. 

I'm like, Oh my gosh, of course we have to take all these pictures. Like this is just not really giving and and, you know, everyone's looking at you to be the one to facilitate, you know. So it's like, and I was like, You know what? It's fine, just breathe through it. But I would love, I'd be lying if I said it wasn't comfortable. And like, I don't really like wearing tight shorts, but I had to wear shorts, I don't know. Okay, you guys, it's just true. It's true. Um, but we made it out, we made it through. And I actually love myself even more now. And you know how you do that is you just get yourself uncomfortable, and then you can find more love. Isn't that weird? I sound like a broken record, um. And so the another thing from the retreat that we said a lot was Ishvara, Ishvara pranadana. And this also goes into, like the earth realm. So Ishvara pranadana is a yogi term. I don't know if that's the right way to say that, but and it means surrender to God. So give it to God. Surrender to God is perfect. And that's I feel like a really great representation of what we did, what I did, what all of the women did. We all just surrendered. We just each bar. We did our best, we showed up, we gave it our all, and we surrendered to God.

And it was so expansive. I'm so honored to have facilitated this, and I'm so excited to host more of these in the in the future. Kristen and I are hosting one in Joshua Tree at in October, I believe. So if you're interested in that, definitely it's going to be really intimate, so it'll fill up fast. So let me know if you want to be on the wait list for that, because it's going to be really intimate and amazing in the cacao ceremony, we I can't believe I'm sharing all of this, but it's fine in the cacao ceremony, it was just so clear to me, so Clear, like it just came to me that the

membership is going to have light language activations. It's going to have somatic breath work. It's going to be fun. There's going to be dance parties. I'm going to read books to you because I love reading somatic breath work and shadow work, things journaling, like it's gonna be everything you need, and that doesn't include, like, the actual Academy. So, and it just really started to come to me like, and it's been continually coming to me since I've been home. So that's why I want to speak too soon, because it's still like being massaged, but it's like, it's going to be great. And then there's something else I'm working on that I don't want to speak about yet, but I'm really excited about this next era, and I have a feeling that it's going to live on and grow

into something really amazing. So I would love for you to join because I want to hang out with you, hopefully in the flesh and at least online. 

Okay, because we all need tools.

You know, like you don't need, you don't need to join this thing. You know, nobody needs to, but you don't. You don't need to be alone anymore.

If this resonates with you, you're going to make a lot of friends, and you're going to heal, and you're going to level up, and you're going to enjoy life and honestly slay, like you're gonna learn about astrology, human design, all, honestly, all the things. That's why it's been so hard. I think coming up with, like, building out group programs, because there's so much I need you to know. And like, I don't really know. I can't tell you exactly, like, oh, learn this in six weeks, and then blah, blah, blah. It's like, This is years of war of stuff that y'all need to learn. Like, at least, I need to give you enough info for you to, like, see it all. And it's a lot of info there. So yeah, it's gonna be so really amazing. And if one on one work, because I know I've actually talked to a few of you, several of you recently that are interested in working with me. One on One reach out to me, because I have a couple of spots that are going to be opening up probably like the end of this month. So yeah, we hosted. Tree, and it's freaking amazing. And then the last day is my birthday. I turned 29 I think I do want to do a little episode about lessons from this year, but so before I went to Costa Rica, I forgot to tell you this. So I I was like, I have a feeling that I need to stay in Costa Rica a bit longer. One obviously enjoy my birthday for a couple days, but like, I think I need to stay a little longer. I just don't know why. So I booked, I make my flight for May 28 and I have a hotel Kristen, and I decided to stay at this hot springs for like, my birthday.

Then. 

Okay, so retreat ends, and it was so sad to say goodbye, but it was like, it's just goodbye for now. It's just goodbye for now, and it's gonna be a really great we're gonna see them again. Okay, so that's what I know, and I know if you're listening to this and you're on the CEO cosmic, CEO retreat, I love you, and either way, I love you. But you know, the people that we just spent seven days with, like, I really, really know them and see them, so I just love them so much, but I love you. Anyways, okay, I'm just getting wrapped up in love now. Um, so we leave the retreat center, the magical retreat center, and we head up to back to La Fortuna area, to this place called tabacon, and it's these mineral hot springs, like these volcanic hot springs, or it's a healing water, and it's like a garden, and it's like a maze of hot springs, all different, um, just gonna say flavors, but all different, uh, temperatures, and there's like a cabanas ceviche, like it was just like delicious, high quality, nice hotel food. You know what I'm saying? Like in a foreign country, in Costa Rica, and you're by the pool, and it's all these mineral hot springs, like at this hotel, you're literally able to go in your robe like it was exactly what the doctor ordered, what Brianna doctor ordered, to decompress after the ceremony, after the retreat, holding all that space, and just got to lay and just be and relax. We journaled, we hung out, got good food. Every meal we had, like, it's your birthday, so I had a lot of cake, ao, um, and so then Kristen had to leave because she's moving. And so then I was like, okay, technically, I don't know where I'm going. Hmm, my mentor, my old mentor, she had actually told me she has a property in Costa Rica. So she was like, Brie, you're welcome to come hang and stay with me at the property if you want after your birthday. Like, come, come, come, hang. So I said, say less, I'm in

Oh. And so I was like, I'm just gonna spend a day over here. So I thought was gonna happen. So I go to her property, and it's like, beautiful. They're building it out. Sorry. You probably just heard me scratching my leg. We go to her property, or we, I go to her property. I spend time with her. Her daughters are actually there because one of her daughter's birthdays too. And we just like, hang out, we go to the pool, we experience her property. And it's just like, really nice. Just like, just lovely, you know, beautiful time spent with her and her girls.

And then, no, she says, Hey, Bri, do you want to come to this other area of Costa Rica with us? Because I'm bringing her here for her birthday. I promised I would take her here. And you know you're more than welcome to come, so just let me know

immediately. 

I'm like, Yes, I'm Yes, and that that area was called Guanacaste or gona cost day. I don't know. Am I gonna say it wrong? I'm sorry I freaking remembered, and then I just forgot.

Sorry, it's one of the two, um, and, but it's like, hours away, so we're like, I would, I would have to change my flight. Good thing. I got a changeable flight because I knew I had to stay even longer. I knew it. I was like, I'll be back by June 1. I don't know what day, but I'll be back by June 1. 

So I go in, I change my flight, I move it to the 30th or 31st and I I got $80 back. So I stayed an extra day, got 80 bucks back. And we're off to the races. We go up there. We go to this place. Wanna cost. The Guanacaste, I don't know. And I love this part of Costa Rica. I had never even heard of it before. It's really nice. And so it's like beach, and it's lovely. It's just divine. It was just amazing. So I loved it there. I think maybe get property there, knock on wood, I don't know. We'll see putting it out there. Um, building, like, just something super beautiful on the on the water, like, Oh my God.

And so, okay, sorry, I just got, I lost my thought again. Okay, so the purpose, sorry, there's something a crazy synchronistic story. There's a crazy synchronistic story. Okay, so before we drive all the way to this place, we're, at the other house, we're at our property, and we're just, I'm just sitting down. She's sitting next to me, and I'm on my phone googling this place. Because I'm like, I literally just changed my flight and I have no idea where we're going. Like, I don't even know the place that I'm going, and I just changed my flight to go there. Like, I'm gonna Google this while she's talking. I didn't realize she was talking to me, and she's like, are you listening to me? And I was like, oh, sorry. Because guess what, I'm like, I'm looking at my phone, and I'm in shock. And she's like, are you listening I'm like, 

No, I'm just showing my phone. I said, the place that we're going, there's a waterfall there that's named after my grandma, Leona, a middle name too, the grandma who recently passed that was like, the catalyst for, like, a lot of shifts, and the whole purpose of the

and she's like, Yeah.

She's like, that's where you're going. She's like, that's what you signed up for. You didn't even know, but that's the waterfall we're going to. That's why we're going all the way up there. That's

the only purpose. 

And I was like, of course it is. That's freaking insane. It's not actually, it's like, exactly synchronistic, of course. So that was like, so just, like, lovely. So I was like, Okay, we're gonna have to, like, do some cute little activation in the in the waterfall. And so we did, and and, okay, so it was us for plus these two like strangers, you know, because sometimes you do a tour and say strangers are also part of it. One of the women, her grandma's name is also Leona.

It's not a normal name like I had only met one person besides that chick now whose name, who has a Leona in her family. Like, anyways, it was just really beautiful. And I was like, Oh my gosh, she's here right now. Like, it's just holding the beautiful, angelic light that is bop chi, and wrapping her in so much love and honoring her. And I don't think she would have done that hike, because she wasn't that outdoorsy in that way, but because it was like a pretty crazy, like waterfall hike. But I know she was excited to be there with me in spirit. And so when we got there, we did like, we like, all went in like this circle and did like these, like a ancestral, like activation. I like, put grids into, like, what the the ground, and it was just so sacred and so beautiful and like, I just like, I feel like I just closed that loop, like, the start of the trip and the end of the trip were for me. You know, the retreat that I hosted was for all those freaking 50 women. I just gave them everything you know, and then I came back to round out the the end of the trip, celebrate my birthday, close out, enter a new era and like, honor my grandma, honor my lineage, honor my mom's side. Honor every you know, of course, both sides. But this was, like, a very feminine, heavy experience, and, and it's so funny, because it's like Earth and it's like, my lineage, you know, it's like my human lineage, you know, like, and I feel like I sound so silly saying this, because it's like, so obvious, um, but it wasn't so obvious before, and I didn't even realize that. And that's why I love this work is like just in general, Shadow Work, because that's kind of what all this is. It's literally just shadow not okay, take that out, because it's not all just shadow work, but it feels like it Oh, oh oh, my gosh. I forgot to tell you guys. You may have seen it on my Instagram story, but I to round out more about my earth era is, well, the whole time in Costa Rica, really. 

But then while I was hosting my retreat, I tell you. Lizzy, so this lizard and I bonded

this lizard. He was, like, this big. He was so cute. And he would come in my shower because I had, like, a little cute outdoor shower. He would come in my shower in the morning and at night, and he would let me pick him up, put it, put him on my hand, and just walk around with him, hang out with him, Bond with him, and then I would and then I would get ready for the day or get ready for bed, and I would leave him, leave him back in the shower. And then all during during the day, he was not in the shower because I would open it to check and I'm like, Oh yeah, he doesn't come back during the day. But then he would come back at night. And this happened for like, a couple days, and we really connected. I was like, no freaky way. I cannot believe, like, I've never connected this way, like when I was in Morocco, I connected to this camel, but it was more like I could feel him, and he was telling me something. 

But like, I just feel like me and this lizard were one, like we had, like, a common agreement, like we agreed upon something, like, you're going to be here at this time and I'm going to pick you up and we're going to hang out anyways. And it just brought me even more closer and connected and grateful and loving to Earth, like I have my cats, obviously, and but they're like, very cosmic animals. I feel like they're not necessarily like a lizard. That's just like primitive and just reptilian brain, you know, like right or left, you know, it's just like offer on these cats have like, every shade of gray within them. I feel like, even though they're cats, but you're a cat person, you know what I mean? Then I closed out my retreat, you know? Well, then we went snorkeling, like we did a lot of things, actually, like we went snorkeling, we went to great food spots, and just like, had fun. I feel like it was like, it was just like a non it wasn't a ceremony anymore, like we were just, like, relaxing. And so that was nice, because I hadn't relaxed once. Like, yes, technically, you know, you could say it's relaxing and you're on a trip, and it was a magical and a miracle and amazing. But like, we were doing the work, you know, we were either working or I was in it. And so to close it all out, for my birthday, it was really nice to just like, go see a stingray and turtles and stuff underwater and like, no agenda so.

So yeah, and then I went home, and I got to bring all this back with me and be like, Huh,

I'm actually in my grounded era, and I feel like, what does that mean to me? I just feel I just feel even more present. I just feel like talking about human shit, like, I still use my light language every single day, all the time, so that's not going anywhere. Like, but I want to talk in more human terms. Like, I feel like I don't know if I'm talking differently now than I have in other episodes, but I feel like this is probably going to be more like how I'm going to be talking. And I hope you like it, because I was a little nervous to record this, because I feel like there's a drastic shift within me. I can feel it. I don't know if you can sense it or if you can tell, but I feel it.

And you know, y'all don't know this version of me yet, so it's like coming out as a different version of myself, a more integrated, a more grounded, a more just, a different version of myself. I'm like, Oh my God. Are they gonna like it? And like, oh my gosh, Brianna, relax. If they don't, it's okay if you don't want that, if this doesn't resonate with you anymore, like, I love you so much, and you don't ever have to watch myself again, or you can come back whenever you want, and if you do love it, then, like, I also equally love you, and I can't wait to see you in the membership, because it's going to be even more magical, right? We can actually have a two way street, which is pretty cool. And, yeah, I'm excited to do, like, more healing stuff, but just trust in your path, like whatever you're feeling, whatever you're being, breadcrumb to whatever you're being, intuitively led to let your curiosity drive you right now, especially because of all of this Gemini energy we have, like, it's Gemini season, but this will live on for the rest of like, for a year, because Jupiter is in Gemini right now. Um, it just recently went into Gemini on. May 25 and so Jupiter's the planet of expansion, of abundance opportunities. And Gemini is communication. 

It's curiosity, it's knowledge, it's learning, it's yeah, it's a lot of information, intellect, curiosity, so writing, any kind of communication, forms of communication, short distance travel, so expansion coming through these avenues. And what I've seen a lot of people recently are experiencing is they're feeling a lot of forward momentum, but there's still like this confusion, maybe this, this cloud of confusion. And I heard this once, and it's so relevant, is like, when you're actually, I'm going to butcher this, but it's like, when you're confused, it's amazing, because that just means, like, a lot of clarity is on the way. Um, so let this confusion lead you to the curiosity, to seek the answer right, to go, find the answer to go, to go, breadcrumb to go, ask go inward, right? Allow the confusion to to spark your curiosity. And in that curiosity without judging, that's a really good so curiosity is a Gemini thing, right? And so sparking that curiosity without the judgment. Sure have your discernment, duh. But without the judgment of it will bring you clarity, and as you start to take action, it will bring even more clarity. Taking action brings clarity, and sometimes you get to know when you can rest, when it's time to not take action, and that's also okay sitting and meditating or watching something or doing something that maybe even is in mind numbing, sometimes actually can be very healing. I've had conversations recently about this that aren't necessarily spoken about that much in like spiritual community, where it's like sometimes it's actually really spiritual to sit and watch. Bravo. If that you like that. You know, every once in a while I'll sit and watch something like, I really don't a lot, but because I don't, I just don't. But when I do, I'm like, I actually get insights and learnings and so don't judge yourself if your body's asking for something that's super 3d even maybe like, allow it to take its place and just know, though, where yourself, where it's self sabotage, right? 

Because there's a difference,

And when you can smell the difference, when you can feel the difference between I'm nourishing myself and I'm self sabotaging, you'll be able to get back onto track much quicker and faster and experience all the emotions and just have better self mastery, if you will. Yeah. What else is there anything else I want to share? 

I can't believe I just shared all that only in one hour. Anyway. So let me know if you're interested in joining the collective, the membership the academy that's coming soon. And oh my gosh. Also can't forget about this, July 7, 77 portal, the Syrian gateway. See the star season. He's still there is I'm going to be speaking on a panel at the trilogy at trilogy in San Diego, in La Jolla, at the star Seed Conference. So I would love to see you. You can get tickets virtually. There's $77 my link will be in the show notes. Or you can even attend virtually, and it's only $44 but damn if you could be there in real life, that would be really cool. But if not, it's going to be really cool. There's a beautiful lineup of amazing human beings that are here to uplift humanity in their own way. And I'm going to be one of them. I'm a little nervous, but I'm so excited. It's going to be great. So so great. So please check that out. I can't wait to see you, to connect with you, to meet you, to go deeper with you, whether it's one on one or in the group or in real life, like, Let's fucking go and let me know what you think of this episode. Let me know what you think of the new era. Obviously, if it's bad, maybe keep it to yourself.

I don't need to know, um, if you have a critique that you actually think will be supportive, sure I would love to hear it. I'm open, but like, I don't want, I don't want, hate, okay, we're gonna get it already. So anyways, I love you so very much. So So, so, so so much, and I can't wait to see you in the next episode. Let me know what you want to listen to. Please share this with a friend. Leave a review. Like, please leave a review. I would love to expand the reach of this podcast to just connect to more like. Human beings, aliens, magical goddesses, and just bomb the world with light, while also honoring the shadow, transmitting the darkness into light. AO, and having fun doing it.

Okay, I love you.

I love you. I love you.

See you in the next episode, my little chicken. Bye. You.