EPISODE 3

SHOW NOTES:

Part 1 on my trip to Morocco. We talk about how this life changing trip even came about and I take you with me to Madrid. Stay tuned for Part 2 where all of this makes way more sense ;)

TRANSCRIPT:

Hello, my little Chickies Welcome to cosmic conversations. If you're new here, I'm your host, Briana mystic. And let's get down. I am your spiritual mentor and your galactic bestie. Let's go and join me on this wild and intimate ride through all of the things cosmic. It's a really safe space for us to explore all of the things from personal growth, and connecting to interdimensional beings, to human design, plant medicine experiences. And really just like the intricacies of being a human on Earth, we are here to embrace the healing process, self discovery, and really just guiding you towards being your most authentic and vibrant self, so that you can live a life that's absolutely magical. 

This episode is going to be a little bit different. We are coming at you live from Madrid, Spain, I got this cute little mic because I thought it would be so much fun to take you along this really magical pilgrimage that I am about to embark on. And I have now landed in Madrid, which is our first stop. Let me just give you the rundown of what I'm planning to do. So I'm going to start off I'm going to explain to you what the heck I'm even doing here. How serendipitous this entire trip is I hint I literally booked my flight a week ago to come to this retreat. And then after I give you the rundown of just the process of getting here, because trust me, you don't want to miss it. My plan is to record whether it's a funny story or something that I'm really learning about or are struggling with even. So, I have no idea how this is gonna go. I'm still new at podcasting in general. But let's get into the episode. 

Okay, well, well, well, where do we even start? Okay, let's get started in 2021. The first retreat I ever went on, there's this woman, her name was Amber. And she facilitated one of the workshops at this retreat. It was the first thing that ever got me into somatic healing, which is like of the body. And like Hint, hint. Now I do somatic breathwork. So she led a really powerful workshop. And she was fun. She was like a medicine woman. And I just immediately vibed with her. So we kept up online. I never really did any of her courses or anything like that. But she's just dope and I just love her. I always have been loving her. Fast forward to 2023. Now, several months ago, she DMS me and invites me to come to her retreat in Morocco in October, which is now at this time, I was in the middle of mourning my grandmother passing and moving out of my hometown. So there was just no way I was even thinking about committing to anything like that. I was like, I'm sorry, but I can't even figure out what I'm going to do next week, let alone fly to Morocco. I've never even been there. Fast forward a few months. And my friend Missy, who we've traveled all over the world together. And Missy is going on the retreat that I was invited to all these months ago. This retreat is literally in 14 days. And I'm like oh my gosh. Mind you, I did tell myself Okay, I'm not going to go on any tropical trips, or any trips until I go snowboarding. I'm going to wait till snowboarding season and then I'm going to go travel. Well, this trip is like a crazy trip of a lifetime. And I'm like fuck, you know, I don't want to break my vow. But like sometimes you got to listen to the universe like Okay, give me more signs, right? Meanwhile, Josh and I are going that weekend to go pick up our mystical kitten. And there's a whole podcast episode on that I'm not sure if it's already out yet, or if it's gonna be coming up. So I will let you know on that. We're going to pick up this one kitten and I actually fall in love with a different kitten too. So we ended up bringing in this second kitten now, along with the first kitten so now we have three cats total at home, whereas before we just had two or we just had one before. Anyways, let's just focus on this. The third kitten that we were not planning on getting like okay, what are we gonna name him? Last time I named my kittens. The names literally just channeled through I'm like what's your name? And then like you kind of just let time give you an answer. So the name Atlas came through and we were like obsessed Josh was like that's the name that's the name. And I was like Loki kind of trying to look up other names because I was like, Atlas sounds like you know, like a map of the world. Like it's not very galactic, you know, and I was just like a little bit fighting my stuff on it, but I loved the name like I was like, it just feels right. So then I realized, oh, this means like, bring her up the heavens, oh, it's a Greek god. And all these things I was like, okay, so it really is like way more of a. It's more of a deeper name than it than I thought it was at the first place. Well, then, Missy tells me, she goes, Briana, we're going to the Atlas Mountains for this retreat in Morocco. And I was like, We what? So you're telling me, I just named my cat, the name of the place that we're going in Morocco. I'm like, Oh my god. Okay, so I think I need to go now. So I'm like, Alright, I think this is a sign. But I was still kind of feeling guilty, because we just got these cats. And so I'm like, okay, Josh, I need to know what you're thinking how you're feeling on this and talk to a couple other close people in my life. And they're like, honestly, yeah, you should go. Like, I feel like this would be good for you, as long as you want to go, like, you're good. We can handle it, do it, do your fucking thing. And the whole time, I really knew that I should be there. But, you know, I felt bad leaving. And I, it was such a spur of the moment thing, and I have a whole home to attend to. And anyways, it's really great to have people that are so close to you, supporting you, I think that is so underrated in partnerships. And I think it became, it's become so normal for certain types of partnerships to not even be that supportive. And oh my gosh, so grateful. I go, and I booked my flights, and I'm going to Morocco. Meanwhile, I'm just minding my own business, doing what I do working living my life. And a friend of mine, we're on the phone, he happens to tell me all about Atlantis, that you know, the city, the ancient city of Atlantis, and how Atlas was like the first king of Atlantis or he was a god or something like that. And again, I like never knew about all this stuff about the name Atlas. I just thought it was a cute name Everest. So anyways, we'll circle back to that in a moment. So this retreat is in Morocco. But I felt like I needed to go to Madrid first, my North Node line and Astro cartography goes over this area in Madrid. So I was like, You know what, let me just fly into Madrid and just feel what it feels like. And then I can go to Morocco the next day. Anyways, that's where I'm at now. So we're in Madrid, the energy feels amazing. I can't wait to go outside and explore right before this trip. So basically, yesterday, I had a call with one of my mentors, and it was an absolutely magical lovely session. And guess who came through to give me information? The Atlanteans.

Okay, so the Atlanteans came through on a call yesterday, I just picked up a kitten named him Atlas, who happens to be the first king of it, Atlantis, and I'm going to the Atlas Mountains. And literally, two and a half weeks ago, I knew none of this. Crazy, not to mention, I got all my flights on points. And in the last few days, I found like $3,000 of random money that I've just misplaced throughout the move. And I'm just like, why this trips feels like it's free. So now I pack and I get to the airport. If you've been on long flights before you know that you really want to be able to sleep and you really need to be able to find a way to get comfortable. Or else it's just the process of getting acclimated to the news area is so much harder. When I was checking in online, I paid extra for a seat that was a better seat. It was a window seat has a little more room. It wasn't like full crazy upgrade, but it was much better than a normal seat. So I get to the airport and the eye tells me Oh, yeah, we just gave your seat away to someone else. I'm like, Bro, why don't I just I paid for that. Like, yeah, I don't know, you know, when you were showing that you're in a middle seat in the back of a plane and I'm like, dude, okay, well, there's gonna have to be a better way. So I'm like, Alright, I will pay whatever you need me to pay. Basically, this flight is free. So if any of this feels like, I'll do what I need to do, I'll get a lay flat at this point. And the man goes, Hey, I'm so sorry. We don't even have any of those. I'm like, Okay, I'm sure there's something we can do. He ends up refunding me the extra that I paid and then he gave me a different seat at no extra charge where I literally could stretch my feet out more than I could even try like full straight legs. And then I brought my backpack up and so I was literally like literally laying flat the seat recline so much anyways, I slept for seven and a half hours on this plane. What the only other time I've ever made was sleep for a really long time on a plane. It was years ago and I took an Ambien Okay, I just took melatonin and Little bit of gin but I slept for seven and a half hours. Anyways, when I woke up when I checked my clock, I literally thought that I was under the wrong timezone. But really had been that many hours. So once I land and I'm on the way to the baggage claim, I'm walking by myself, right I'm I'm solo traveling, and all of a sudden, I can hear this Supercharged frequency of light language that's running through my head, and I could just hear it telepathically. But I personally feel like when I speak it out loud, the transmission is so much stronger than if it's just in my head. I'm like looking around, like, oh, I can be speaking any language at this point. So I just start speaking light language out loud, kind of quietly. And I'm seeing that the codes of information in my mind's eye and my third eye, like just downloading literal information that I don't even know what it means quite yet. However, that's really not that important. The point is that there's already some potent ad stuff happening. So the plan is, like I said, in the very beginning, to share something with you each day, whether it's a play by play or an insight, and we will see how it goes. Gonna bring you through the ups and the downs. So far, it's been great. Happy eclipse season, Happy New Moon, choosing unity, and love. Right now the world needs as many people here to unite others and bring the world up. Because the better future comes from transforming the hearts of each and every person on this earth. And that's an inside job. But if we were able to do that, which I know we are, the whole world will just be better because everyone just is genuinely happier on the inside. That's my wish for humanity. So talk to you later, I'm about to go explore the city of Madrid, and stumble into some something peace out. So day one in Madrid has commenced. After we just spoke, I left my hotel room and I went out and walked around Madrid. One thing immediately I noticed was that literally this is definitely a place for groups. Everything is centered around community. There's great food, there's Hangouts, but it's really like you want to be with friends or your boyfriend. And very quickly, for the first time when I'm traveling, I started to feel really like lonely. And it was so strange, because I've just never felt like that. And I was like, Why do I feel so lonely right now? And I started to ask myself, like, why am I even here in Madrid right now? Like, I didn't have to come here. And so I'm walking around just trusting that I'm gonna have the answer soon, right? I start walking around, and I stumble, I see this beautiful building, no idea what's in it. And I was like, Okay, I'm going to walk up all these stairs. And I'm going to go in here because for some reason I need to be in your lo and behold, it's an actual Catholic Cathedral Church. And they actually had a full on service going. Immediately, I felt my grandma bocce. And she was very Catholic, and she would go to Mass every Sunday. And I heard her just say, you're not alone. I'm here with you. And immediately, I was just like, Oh my god. Thank you. Because for so long. Today, I felt lonely. And she really was just like, you're never alone. We're all here with you. You need to just trust that and allow us to love you from the other side. When there's no other human here. And like it just hit me that it felt so deep in my soul. Next, I just start walking around and I actually stumble across this gorgeous vibey S restaurant club or something. It's like this garden and it turns out it's the Ritz Mondrian Garden Hotel, Restaurant. I love very nice things. I will just be real about it. It's just feels good. It feels like home. It feels comfortable. It feels lovely. And I have no shame about that. I'm feeling amazing. But of course, I'm like messaging Josh. And I'm like, can you? I wish you were here. Please. I wish you were here. So he's like, Yeah, me too. We'll go to Madrid soon. Oh, my God. I'm walking. I'm walking and all of a sudden I'm stopped in my tracks. I see. A hotel that literally is hotel Villa rial. I was like, shut the fuck up. Thank you another signifier that I'm not alone. I keep walking, keep walking, stumble across another hotel called hotel Mira. You know what Mira is? Mira is the name of my Pleiadian guide. She has been with me for quite some time now. She's the only guide that I have who I have the name and I'm like, oh my god, I'm like full body chills just like Loki tripping out it was again just all these confirmations that like Bree, you are not alone. You need to trust this even more than you already are. This is a deeper trust for you. And also like next time you can bring a friend next time you can have Josh calm, and that's okay. After that I stumbled across his bomb as churro place It was delicious. I ended up being like two and a half euros because I accidentally ordered five I did not communicate correctly because they don't speak the language. And I was just going Yeah, sure. Sounds good. I got five. Anyways, biomass, delicious churros. And then immediately after that, I just stumbled across this stunning rooftop lounge bar. And it was such a vibe, again, do I wish that I was with a friend or a group or my boyfriend? Yeah. But instead, I just looked at the city from above, spend some time with myself, and really reflected upon how far I've come. The fact that I'm listening to the whispers of my soul, the fact that I wanted to be doing this, that younger me wanted to do this. But she was scared. She didn't believe in herself. She didn't believe that. She could go out and do the things she really wants and be supported. And here I fucking am doing it. It was a beautiful reflection moment. And I'm so grateful for it. And I'm so grateful for doing the work. And that's why I'm so passionate about supporting others, because if I can do it, you can do it. And that's the message that I want to bring across. Always. It's not about my experience. I show my experience because that's how I best connect with you because I want you to see me and I feel like when somebody explains their story, I love seeing myself in them. Now it is the next morning. I woke up with a little bit of a sore throat so I just slept as long as I needed. And I got myself ready. Now I'm recording this and I'm gonna go head out for the next three hours and explore just a tiny bit more. And then I'm off to Morocco. Whoo. All right. And that's all for right now. I love you so much, and I'll see you soon. Bye