EPISODE 6

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Getting real and raw about my deep appreciation for mushrooms & the key takeaways from my most recent crazy psychedelic ceremony. WE MADE IT OUT ALIVE LOL.

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TRANSCRIPT:

What is up my little chickens? Welcome to cosmic conversations. If you're new here, I am your host, Briana mystic. And we're here to talk about all of the things cosmic. From aliens to psychedelics, astrology, Wade struggles, and everything really in between, I want to encourage you to be all of you. And that all of you is enough in life in business, and to just allow your soul to shine through in everything that you do.

So that you're just living a fucking magical life.

Today's topic is about a crazy mushroom ceremony that I undergone Satori word that I underwent a couple of weeks ago. Finally, taking the time to really settle in, allow the lessons to marinate. So now it's time to share the gems with you.

Before we get started, I would love to just make it clear that this is purely for entertainment purposes. I'm not a doctor, check your local laws, I am not promoting the use of any little substances. This is simply my story. And my personal experience, period.

Also, mushrooms are not for everyone. And they are also not a magic pill.

It's very important that you know that, regardless of what you choose to do that's on you.

If you're going to do mushrooms, have a really solid intention, and have an integration plan, make sure that you're integrating these lessons into your life. We're What's the fucking point. Also, if you are interested in micro dosing, magic mushrooms, I have a micro dosing course that you can get on my website, I will put the link in the show notes. It's really simple. It's a mini course. But it's how the why the what of all about micro dosing mushrooms. Again, not promoting any illegal substances is just check your local laws. Okay. All right.

So, a few weeks back, my friend Kristin and I, we went to Joshua Tree, we were kind of like, alright, the end of the year is coming up, it's time for us to really just clear out anything that's not serving us anymore and really anchor in the new timeline. It became very clear as the days were leading up to it that like I knew exactly what I needed to work through, I knew exactly what was going on. And it was off to the races. So, a little bit of backstory. If you know me, you know this or if you know if you've been following me, you know this, but if not, you probably have no idea.

Mushrooms really catapulted my growth. I started using them I say in 2018, intentionally for deep, deep healing.

These have been the most profound little Fungi ever, they have changed my life in so many ways they have quantum leap to me, like the change that can happen within you in a five hour span is more than 10 years of spiritual growth or of Shadow Work and healing. Like they do something too. 

Yeah, that it's just something else. So mushrooms are actually the whole reason why I wanted to start sharing myself online in the first place. All those I want to say this was during during 2020 I felt very called to start speaking about psychedelics. And then I feel like I got silenced because of a lot of other things that we're not gonna get into. But the purpose of this is that

that mushrooms have a really special place in my heart. I wanted to share about my trips, you know, since I started posting online and this is the first one so buckle live. This is a really interesting trip to share as the first one because it's all like new stuff that just all new things.

So let's just get into my main takeaways and the primary things that I learned from this trip, I guess 

I want to say when you do a big dose, things are going to come up, your shadow is gonna come up that's literally the purpose of this

And so it's really easy for people to get stuck and say that they had a bad trip. Because they got stuck in the shadow part. They were like, Oh my God, there's monsters and I thought I was dying. It's like, yes, you're having an ego death? Yes. The monster is you. And what does this mean to you? And so if you don't have someone there to support you, and to help you know that, like, this is normal, it's okay to not be happy go lucky the whole time. And that this is the actual medicine. So like, how can we grow through it and get to the other side, it's really easy for people to have a bad trip. Lucky for me, the very first time I ever did a big dose, I was all by myself. And so I already know what it's like to get myself through the craziest heaviest experience and come out radiant on the other side. So I have a good deep trust in my own inner world. Not to mention, I've now done so many ceremonies, not only done them, but helped facilitate them and done small doses, medium doses, so very well versed in the mushroom plane, if you will.

But you know, it had been over a year since I've done a big trip and the heavy parts, you know, they're always pretty heavy in the middle, right, and it's crazy. So

Alright, so let's get into it. The beginning of the trip, it started out and it was I started to see like it was really techie kind of, and when you close your eyes, I was seeing a lot of like, really technological stuff. It was like fractals, but it was very techy, it was like a hologram. Oh, show me the universe is a hologram and how much information you can fit in one little, like, fractal of everything and how everything is stored within the whole.

Okay, I'm not going to even try and go into that, because that's not something that you can explain with English.

So it's techy, and, and all the things. Okay, so then, then Kristen, she's looking at me, and we're kind of starting to like, feel a little off. So things started to get a little weird. And Chris, and I ended up putting on this one song. And this song got us through, we were like, wow, the whole human experience is this song. And there's ups and there's downs. And sometimes you're happy. And sometimes you're sad. And sometimes you're angry. And sometimes you're frustrated. And sometimes you're overjoyed. And it's all part of the human experience. That's why we're here on Earth in the first place, is to experience things. And it was just such a lovely moment between her and I. And

so this song was was a lot of saxophone in it. And so we were just dancing, we're like, you know what, but when things are crazy, you just gotta dance to the sax baby. And so that sax was kind of like the anthem to get us through the craziness that was about to occur.

So we have this little moment between Kristen and I. And then for the next several hours, her and I were literally on our own.

We, yeah, we're definitely on our own, we were doing our best to be there for each other, but neither one of us was good because we were in the middle of it. So the darkest part for me was, I actually alchemize

this really deep fear or deep feeling or deep shadow, whatever you want to call it, that that I was crazy. Or that I am crazy for believing in all the things that I believe in, for putting myself out there for channeling for advocating for psychedelics so much. And I thought that I was stuck in the mushroom trip.

So I'm like, oh, no, we fucked up. Like, I'm never getting out of this. What am I going to tell my clients? What am I going to tell my friends? What am I going to tell my family like? Everyone that said, I was ridiculous, was right, everyone that said that I was crazy. They were right. And I'm going to be in a loony bin or forever.

That took me out for a while and Kristin was like, Are you good? And I'm like, no. She was like, Are you? Are you good? I'm like, No.

And so then what I realized was, I was just an okay, backtracking to is I thought I was stuck in the mushroom trip. Meanwhile, I couldn't really even speak English. I was channeling light language like it was my job like I couldn't

At least speak English. I was just going channeling my language like crazy. And I was seeing, like the Lyran energy and it was like, the colors, the energy, the frequency, like I need to bring this energy to Earth. And then I'm like, fuck am I crazy. And so it was just, it was pretty crazy at the time. And it lasted a while. So, long story short, that part of the message was, I got to the other side of this fear. I'm like, Okay, so now what? So now what I went crazy. So guess what, I am crazy. Now what? And my decision was, I'm gonna write a book, I'm gonna write a book one day, at least I died for my fucking mission, regardless of what happened and I went crazy.

The mushrooms and the shadow work and the connecting to spiritually has helped me more than anything else in my life. So you know, what, if I did have one extra mushroom trip, I guess when I'm over at all, I'm just gonna write a book about it. And when I decided that I was gonna write a book, it was like, I got to the other side of that big fear.

And it just like, dissolved. And I was like, oh my god, I love that I thought that I was fucking crazy.

The next lesson that came through is a really interesting one. If you know me, if you've been a friend of mine, or you've just heard me talk a lot enough, you know that, up until this point, cleaning, like just really picking up after myself really deep cleaning. I literally have always hated it.

I didn't really have to clean when I was a little kid. So as an adult, it just feels like pulling fucking teeth. I'm like, Oh, I just want to hire a high school house cleaner. You know, I don't have one. So it's, it's been a whole thing. And I have a boyfriend with like, borderline OCD. Not really, but he's just really clean. And so it's been a thing in our relationship that I am not clean.

So I remember walking into the bathroom, I walk into the bathroom, and I'm kind of struggling it was during the time that I was struggling and kind of going through it. And I am sitting in the bathroom, I'm going to the bathroom, whatever. If you don't mushrooms, you know, like the bathrooms. It's it's a whole trip in itself. You you stay in there way longer than you were just going pee. So I'm in this bathroom, and I'm like, Oh my God. Wow, I'm so glad that the bathroom is super clean. I'm so glad that the amenities here are just really great. And it's just such, so well taken care of.

And then I just started to realize, I'm like, holy shit. We are Source consciousness. But as a human we are source but like in the physical. So how disrespectful Am I being for not respecting my own space? Because that's what the human experience is. It's navigating space, physical space, and my earth signs. I'm sure you're gonna be laughing at me thinking I'm ridiculous. It's like, Duh. But for me, someone who's like, well, I just was from another planet. So I think things should just materialize. Like this is the leaps and bounds of a different kind of, of a way of thinking. And it's funny because I've done mushrooms so many times and cleaning. I wanted to address this, but it's never been the time. So I love that.

It really just drove it home. And now like I literally understand why why cleaning is so important now. Like I saw a vision of myself a walking fucking vibe just cleaning my house, lighting palo santo while I'm like really deep cleaning it and like happy about it and excited not like dreading it. They were showing me that the cleaning is a form of energy work. And again, if you're normally really clean, you probably think I'm ridiculous. And you have to do mushrooms to learn this. Yes. Okay. And my messy girls will really appreciate this. Because I'm telling you my entire life. This has been such a

mess. And so not only was this just a crazy realization, since I have been home, I have never cleaned so much in my life. Never. I've now bought a litter robot so that the bathroom with the kittens is like really fucking clean all the time. I've invested in a vacuum mop for my floor so that I'm really getting the floors clean. And during Black Friday

I bought a carpet washer, so that the carpets even are going to be super clean. I haven't been able to use it yet. What I'm spending my hard earned money on cleaning stuff, and I'm happy about it. I'm I've never deep cleaned in this way in my entire life.

Again, this is why I appreciate psychedelics so much. And this is like such a weird tangible experience and tangible example, how they can fundamentally change you. And I think that's like, part of my mission too, is like, becoming our best selves. And being happy doing it, right, having compassion for yourself, but like enjoying the process of growth, like there's going to be discomfort, but like, and I'm sure I could learn to clean over time and get good at it and make sure I'm doing it better. But like, holy crap, now I'm excited about it. Now I understand why we're doing it and, and I'm doing it from a completely different place. And all it took was six hours of chaos. But here we are. It's It's so crazy. I feel like this is like the weirdest, most tangible thing that has ever come through with mushrooms.

Everything else is like not about physical space, I could do a whole podcast on that. Okay, anyways, then, the final thing that I wasn't really expecting, that is exactly what I needed. But I was still kind of afraid that a lot of my mission, I'm literally here to support others, when it comes to launching their brand, their business. And using healing practices while they're doing this. Right. Piggybacking from the Morocco trip. And all of this old business trauma that I had had, what kind of happened was I kind of swung away from talking about business, all the way into the spiritual stuff, so that it would save me from messing up saved me from making a mistake, I can do all of my work stuff in the back end, but I'm not going to help somebody with that. Well, it's like, my favorite thing to do. It became so effing clear to me that I'm going to help people build their brands channel, the spirit of their business work on their offers, I like sourcing products, even like if you have a product business, I can help you get it off the ground. Like I can get packaging made, I can get all kinds of like business stuff. And even like not just coaching or spiritual services, but like physical goods, I, it's fun for me. And then we'll do the healing work so that you can show up and feel confident in who you are and what you have to offer all encompassed. That way you are well equipped to deal with the chaos of entrepreneurship because it is not for the weak. And it was just like, so beautiful. Like mushrooms also have a way they show you your potential. And this was the first time that I really got to see that potential. In myself in this way. It reminded me again, just so much of the power of the mycelial network. Integration of your psychedelic experience is extremely important. If you're in the psychedelic world, people talk about this. But if you're not, if you're just like, you're just here for the ride, like you might not have even heard the word integration, you might not know what it means. And it's really important. It's it's equally as important as the intention is equally as important as the setting is equally important as the actual trip itself. Or more important, really. So integration is just how are you integrating the lessons into your everyday life?

How are you going to move forward? Now that you have all of this new insight now you have all of this new information? What are you going to do about it? Because I see so many people, either one, they just chalk something up to being a bad trip and they never really know what's going on and they definitely don't integrate it because they think it's just the worst thing that ever happened to them. Or two. They have this beautiful trip. They have this experience they see the magic and they feel the magic but they don't do anything afterwards. And then they want to go back in do more mushrooms and and then and then what? Don't do anything again. And guess what your life stays the same. Cool. You got to see some things you got to experience some things well Not, but nothing changes, if nothing changes, don't go back in and do a ceremony unless you've integrated the lessons of the last one. And I will die on a hill saying this. This is a huge problem, I think. And I don't want to say problem. But this is a huge thing when it comes to just education about psychedelics in the first place is like doing them in a big dose in a ceremonial setting, whether you're with somebody that you trust, or whether you're with a shaman, or whatever that is for you, having a plan moving forward, unpacking what happened, unpacking the things that maybe make sense, things that don't make sense things that you need to get to the bottom of, and then making steps, small steps every day. And then you'll really see how fucking powerful they can be. And I'm saying you as a universal term, they are not for everybody, some some medications interfere with them. So like do your own research, check your laws. Finally, take care of yourself. Take care of yourself, take care of others. I'm not sure if I already covered this, but let me know if you want me to make an episode about key takeaways from other trips. Also, things are filling up but because I love it so much. If you're interested in working with me one on one in a mentorship setting, spiritual plus business hit me up because it could be your time to expand and grow and shine and evolve and play and get through the shit together. So I'm gonna leave you with that. This episode was like pretty much free flowing. Let me know also how you feel about that. I kind of feel like it was a little bit everywhere. But that was the vibe for today. I just wanted to share from my heart and just put it all out there. So I love you so much. And to hopefully see you in the next episode. Sorry, that was a lot but I'll see you in the next episode. Bye